hey so I haven't seen Alex for a couple of days and I'm kinda worried about it cus that means I been out. Problem with that is that I don't like it. I'm stuck out and the longer I am the more depressed I get the more depresseion the pissier I get and the pissier I get the more I hurt tameas feelins. Which is just annoying and depressing. So then the dominos reset and fall again. And I keep feeling denial and I don't k ow why and then Alex is still gone so what if there's a host change? I can't be host I just can't so imma need Alex to deal with whatever and come back cus Tamea doesn't get along with me when she knows its me cus I ain't got s filter and I hurt her feels and if she doesn't know its me she wants to all touchy and I ain't all into that shiz.
The struggle is so real.
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the struggle is real [maybe trigger warning]
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the struggle is real [maybe trigger warning]
by ThatPerson » Wed Nov 25, 2015 1:39 am
Miestro:(M)
Steve:(M) Gaurdian. Very blunt, and can be a bit of a jerk, but honorable.
Alexandr:(M)Logical distant and pragmatic.
Ace:(M)Emotionless and logical. Systems manager.
Binary:System programmer.
Daimen:(M)(Day-men) Eight years old, hurt and shy, but happy and easily pleased.
Fenris:Yearling wolf.
Steve:(M) Gaurdian. Very blunt, and can be a bit of a jerk, but honorable.
Alexandr:(M)Logical distant and pragmatic.
Ace:(M)Emotionless and logical. Systems manager.
Binary:System programmer.
Daimen:(M)(Day-men) Eight years old, hurt and shy, but happy and easily pleased.
Fenris:Yearling wolf.
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Re: the struggle is real [maybe trigger warning]
by Violarules » Wed Nov 25, 2015 3:01 am
Could be there's been a change of host or Alex just needs a break? Sorry that things have been rough on you but I know you can handle it. You wouldn't be a protector if you couldn't. It's easy for the host to get overwhelmed. Did anything happen the night before you were switched in?
I have ADHD. Possibly have another mental disorder but am not certain.
Viola, Host 26 ADHD, Narcolepsy, Depression (possible DID?)
Cynthia, 17
Jeremy, 22
Sasha, 5
Keith, 10
William, 23
Computer. Female, Age: Unknown. System Manager.
Viola, Host 26 ADHD, Narcolepsy, Depression (possible DID?)
Cynthia, 17
Jeremy, 22
Sasha, 5
Keith, 10
William, 23
Computer. Female, Age: Unknown. System Manager.
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Re: the struggle is real [maybe trigger warning]
by ThatPerson » Wed Nov 25, 2015 3:05 am
me and Alex were watching Daimen play Zelda majoras mask and I was talking about something that pissed me off. I think its my fault I'm stuck. In our system if we have a problem and don't deal with it we get stuck out till we do but if I got one I dunno what it is. Alex may also be tired cus life's been a struggle sense his dog died...
Miestro:(M)
Steve:(M) Gaurdian. Very blunt, and can be a bit of a jerk, but honorable.
Alexandr:(M)Logical distant and pragmatic.
Ace:(M)Emotionless and logical. Systems manager.
Binary:System programmer.
Daimen:(M)(Day-men) Eight years old, hurt and shy, but happy and easily pleased.
Fenris:Yearling wolf.
Steve:(M) Gaurdian. Very blunt, and can be a bit of a jerk, but honorable.
Alexandr:(M)Logical distant and pragmatic.
Ace:(M)Emotionless and logical. Systems manager.
Binary:System programmer.
Daimen:(M)(Day-men) Eight years old, hurt and shy, but happy and easily pleased.
Fenris:Yearling wolf.
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Re: the struggle is real [maybe trigger warning]
by Violarules » Wed Nov 25, 2015 3:10 am
I remember that he did have a hard time coming to terms with his dog's death. What was it you were pissed about?
I have ADHD. Possibly have another mental disorder but am not certain.
Viola, Host 26 ADHD, Narcolepsy, Depression (possible DID?)
Cynthia, 17
Jeremy, 22
Sasha, 5
Keith, 10
William, 23
Computer. Female, Age: Unknown. System Manager.
Viola, Host 26 ADHD, Narcolepsy, Depression (possible DID?)
Cynthia, 17
Jeremy, 22
Sasha, 5
Keith, 10
William, 23
Computer. Female, Age: Unknown. System Manager.
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Re: the struggle is real [maybe trigger warning]
by ThatPerson » Wed Nov 25, 2015 3:26 am
what I was talking to you about yesterday
Miestro:(M)
Steve:(M) Gaurdian. Very blunt, and can be a bit of a jerk, but honorable.
Alexandr:(M)Logical distant and pragmatic.
Ace:(M)Emotionless and logical. Systems manager.
Binary:System programmer.
Daimen:(M)(Day-men) Eight years old, hurt and shy, but happy and easily pleased.
Fenris:Yearling wolf.
Steve:(M) Gaurdian. Very blunt, and can be a bit of a jerk, but honorable.
Alexandr:(M)Logical distant and pragmatic.
Ace:(M)Emotionless and logical. Systems manager.
Binary:System programmer.
Daimen:(M)(Day-men) Eight years old, hurt and shy, but happy and easily pleased.
Fenris:Yearling wolf.
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Re: the struggle is real [maybe trigger warning]
by Violarules » Wed Nov 25, 2015 3:42 am
Oh ok. Could just be Alex was majorly triggered by it?
I have ADHD. Possibly have another mental disorder but am not certain.
Viola, Host 26 ADHD, Narcolepsy, Depression (possible DID?)
Cynthia, 17
Jeremy, 22
Sasha, 5
Keith, 10
William, 23
Computer. Female, Age: Unknown. System Manager.
Viola, Host 26 ADHD, Narcolepsy, Depression (possible DID?)
Cynthia, 17
Jeremy, 22
Sasha, 5
Keith, 10
William, 23
Computer. Female, Age: Unknown. System Manager.
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Re: the struggle is real [maybe trigger warning]
by ThatPerson » Thu Nov 26, 2015 4:26 am
I found him he's out now. He was in "hell". Him and fenris. Hes a little worse for wear inside and so is fenris but Alex doesn't remember $#%^. Anyways he's mostly okay.
I've been triggered out more easily sense he came back though so maybe its my fault?
I've been triggered out more easily sense he came back though so maybe its my fault?
Miestro:(M)
Steve:(M) Gaurdian. Very blunt, and can be a bit of a jerk, but honorable.
Alexandr:(M)Logical distant and pragmatic.
Ace:(M)Emotionless and logical. Systems manager.
Binary:System programmer.
Daimen:(M)(Day-men) Eight years old, hurt and shy, but happy and easily pleased.
Fenris:Yearling wolf.
Steve:(M) Gaurdian. Very blunt, and can be a bit of a jerk, but honorable.
Alexandr:(M)Logical distant and pragmatic.
Ace:(M)Emotionless and logical. Systems manager.
Binary:System programmer.
Daimen:(M)(Day-men) Eight years old, hurt and shy, but happy and easily pleased.
Fenris:Yearling wolf.
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Re: the struggle is real [maybe trigger warning]
by Violarules » Thu Nov 26, 2015 4:37 am
Why him and Fenris? I'm glad he's back and I'm not surprised he doesn't remember anything. Sounds like he was buried deep into your system's unconscious. I don't think it's your fault just that Alex probably needs some support to get back into his normal routine after being in "hell".
I have ADHD. Possibly have another mental disorder but am not certain.
Viola, Host 26 ADHD, Narcolepsy, Depression (possible DID?)
Cynthia, 17
Jeremy, 22
Sasha, 5
Keith, 10
William, 23
Computer. Female, Age: Unknown. System Manager.
Viola, Host 26 ADHD, Narcolepsy, Depression (possible DID?)
Cynthia, 17
Jeremy, 22
Sasha, 5
Keith, 10
William, 23
Computer. Female, Age: Unknown. System Manager.
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Re: the struggle is real [maybe trigger warning]
by Noppera-bo » Thu Nov 26, 2015 6:47 am
ThatPerson wrote:I found him he's out now. He was in "hell". Him and fenris. Hes a little worse for wear inside and so is fenris but Alex doesn't remember $#%^. Anyways he's mostly okay.
I've been triggered out more easily sense he came back though so maybe its my fault?
So my suspicion was right.
Noppera-Bo:Host
Bunny:Singing Little
Shade:Shadow Teen/"Host-Apparent"
Kenshin:Fiery Warrior
Paladin:Cold Warrior
Stringress:Sensory Collector
Tech:Structural Analyst
Wolf:Wild Gourmand
Gemini-Black/White/SPAZZING!:Abstract Comedian
Void:???
Fluff:Winged Cat
Draka:Dragon-Girl
Gekko
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Bunny:Singing Little
Shade:Shadow Teen/"Host-Apparent"
Kenshin:Fiery Warrior
Paladin:Cold Warrior
Stringress:Sensory Collector
Tech:Structural Analyst
Wolf:Wild Gourmand
Gemini-Black/White/SPAZZING!:Abstract Comedian
Void:???
Fluff:Winged Cat
Draka:Dragon-Girl
Gekko
*Void will likely only be quoted.
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Re: the struggle is real [maybe trigger warning]
by ThatPerson » Thu Nov 26, 2015 7:42 am
yeah tourvsuspixion was right.
And alexs always with feneis..
And alexs always with feneis..
Miestro:(M)
Steve:(M) Gaurdian. Very blunt, and can be a bit of a jerk, but honorable.
Alexandr:(M)Logical distant and pragmatic.
Ace:(M)Emotionless and logical. Systems manager.
Binary:System programmer.
Daimen:(M)(Day-men) Eight years old, hurt and shy, but happy and easily pleased.
Fenris:Yearling wolf.
Steve:(M) Gaurdian. Very blunt, and can be a bit of a jerk, but honorable.
Alexandr:(M)Logical distant and pragmatic.
Ace:(M)Emotionless and logical. Systems manager.
Binary:System programmer.
Daimen:(M)(Day-men) Eight years old, hurt and shy, but happy and easily pleased.
Fenris:Yearling wolf.
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