example of dealing with a demon child tirgger warning

This is the same buddhist meditation based upon the book 'feedin your demons'.

the two chairs were there (same height:important)

I took the nine breaths.
Pictured the little kid (Indie) in her demonic form. She had sharp teeth, eyes of a cat and wore a rabbit skin she d taken off a livin rabit.
I asked the three questions out loud

What do you want from me?
What do you need from me?
How will you feel when you get what you need?

I switched chairs and took time to become her. THe eyes, the teeth, the fur.
She wanted to kill me. She wanted to slice the body to pieces. She wanted to slice the leg til it bled dead.

She needed, and then she sobbed, protection. She changed immediately and fell from the chair.
Then, she d feal safe.

I switched chairs. And send her safety. She crawled away. There was a closed room and she banged on the door in fear. I sat behind her, arms wide open, to hold her. She was scared and started woundin herself. I treated the wounds with love.
She wanted a bath. It was nice and warm and she started to relax.
She wanted to hug a tree.
The big huge swing was safe to her. She wrapped herself in a blankie and set with me on it.
I was layin down, and she was on top of me.

Then Wolf appeared, the helper.
We stayed on the swing for a while,,t il Indie felt safe enough and I could ask Wolf how he would help me and how I could call him.

I switched chairs

He said he d give me peace

and we did the same journey as in the other example.

It s not an easy meditation and I must admit, it s very scary. But in the end, when it s done, the peace is undescribable.

Love

Nina11

we think of you all and Indie often. This is nice to read. Thank you for sharing

thank you anastacia means a lot to Indie

Nina11

Thank you so much for your post, I'm finding it difficult to relate to anything at the moment, we are withdrawing and pulling back from everyone (inside and out), I think i start to understand why...

We recently found a demon child. I can feel her now

She is full of anger, doesn't want ot be seen or looked at, won't show us what she looks like at all, she shouts abuse at everyone inside, hates that we posted our system map earlier, really really angry about that (she's not alone in that) i think she's terrified of the consquences of others knowing we know stuff now, she thinks they'll come for us in the night. it's been world war 3 in head since.

Sigh

Your post really brought her out, which is what we all need so bad, she is very powerful and is breaking apart the inside. (I'm scared )

I think she liked knowing there could be others out there like her, she is so miserable & full of self loathing, maybe she will start tto talk to us now.

Thank you.

It s not that uncommon to have a demon child.

Given the fact that the development of the personality stops in childhood.

If you want to try the meditation yourself, it s under resources.

If the child wants to talk to Indie, she can PM us.

Best of luck. I know how hard it is; The attacks are horrid and the constant fear wears you out.

Lots of strenghts

Nina11

Teddy: I had a nightmare, evil Liam was in my dream. Maybe he is like evil Indie and good inside. I'm glad Evil Indie feel better.

Alice: I didn't know about Evil Liam, but maybe using the technique you used with Indie we could possibly heal this alter. Thank you.

Yes thank you Nina11.

Our demons, both big and small, are being a lot more co-operative now.
We have peace inside again.

Ah....

Thank you for the offer to PM Indie

The little d's are scared and shy. They don't feel comfortable PMing or entering others threads univited....

I did think about starting threads for the d's. Somewhere for the little ones to hang and somewhere for the teens to hang too

I know there is a teen thread 'The lounge...." but our adoloesentd's couldn't eneter they wanted too but were scared. They need to be invited.... They think they will scare others so they couldn't join the thread even though they really wanted to.

I was howevre conserned this would be an unwelcome thread. i didn't want to upset anyone or create something that was an unwanted trigger fest.

Do you think this is a good idea? would a thread (or 2) for the d's be a welcome thread?

Blu. (%others)

I know Indie needs a place for her habits that scare others
and it sounds you need that too.

So yes, that would be a good idea.

I d try to integrate the meditation technique too and see how they respond unless you think that s too much and that there s just need for a ventin place about anythin gros

I know Indie misses that.

So, yea. Why not?

Nina11

anastacia means a lot to Indie

I'm happy to hear that. She's been lonely lately and talking to Indie has made her feel better

**Trigger warning**

i know cassidy considers herself a "demon child" and this was our first thread posted about her, and it's about when cassandra was first finding out about her.

-- Help! *TW: Disturbing new alter*: http://www.psychforums.com/dissociative-identity/topic94943.html


- cassie (age ?)