by Ribcage_333 » Wed Apr 27, 2016 4:48 am
At the end of a day like that, I put my head down on the pillow and lonely heartbreak washes over me...
I lost a stable friendship over the last month because my admiration manifested and blew out all over the place. I know the way I look, what the hero worship of a 12 year old looks like...he was liked all around the system. Even the bitchy ones, he said hi to, and he didn't know my deal, but while I never told him about the DID I didn't feel like I had to hide any of them, who ever was out could be out. And he reached The little
But I realized how grateful I was even for just his small contribution to my life and I got too intense with my admiration. Now he doesn't want to talk to me, and I get it. And it's not a huge injustice, just a little one, but in all the chaos I lost a little island consistency-he doesn't say hi anymore and cuts the conversation short, and it's feels a little bit like the same old heartbreak...but right now it's fresh so I feel miserable
Ribcage: (host) 29 years old
LittleCage: 4-17 genderless
Miriam
Shae: 21 yr old female
Aura: mature female
Red
And fragments
Polarities: Christian--Atheist--Agnostic Theist, Female-Genderless