How are you today thread (trigger warning)

ScarletSorrowfulRose wrote: I've always loved the snow, so serene, so cold, so biting yet almost , soft, and inviting. To lose myself in a field of white, to shed my worries with the warmth from my fingertips, into the snow. Yet it absorbs them and seems even more beautiful with the dissonance vanished. I've always loved the snow, I feel, at home, and cared for, and loved.

Aurora13 likes winder and snow. She's the only one, except for perhaps a few of the littles, who don't have to shovel it or walk to the train. The irony is that our birthday is in the middle of winter.

MDs

-- Mon Nov 23, 2015 7:36 pm --

theclocksystem wrote:Doing okay today. Inpatient currently. We had our bloodwork done this morning - 11 bottles (!)

Holy friggin' moly.

Hope you feel better soon.

Laura and others

MakersDozn wrote:
Holy friggin' moly.

Hope you feel better soon.

Laura and others

Thanks! Feeling better definitely, but still not in tip-top shape.

We're supposed to visit Host's mom for Thanksgiving - 3 F-ing days!! The system's already at DefCon 4 and we're not even there yet. Man this is going to be a total mess!!! Turkey and dressing with a big side of family denial! Can't wait!

Colin

Hi Clock - Good luck with in-patient!

Today, how are we today? This is a good question. Slipping in and out like trying to put on a pair of gloves and the fingers will not push out properly. The watcher is in while the rest of us try and work out who's best to be in charge. Affirmative.

We are aware that we need some good practical help to deal with the day to day running at the moment but unable to ask anybody external who might be useful.

Done, yep, post finished. We will get there. Important to say.

IainEtc wrote:
Hi Clock - Good luck with in-patient!

Thanks! Days are getting better as they come. Tomorrow's a big day, though. It's making us nervous.
- Lilu

insanely unhappy and struggling not to harm myself
this is a dark week.

So today, Any told my best friend about us. dx. And through text. dx. I'm not mad at her, (She had a really really good reason about Mean Text hurting her. And she need immediate support.) I just wished I could be the one to tell her.. I mean, she's my best friend for 6 years. I/we were so afraid to tell her. So afraid to tell anyone really. dx. Afraid of being judge like, "You don't have it!" Or like, "They are demons" or something hurtful. But she was supportive. dx. Now thinking about it, It's kinda silly how we are afraid like that....

She just said something like, (Loosely quoted) "You're still my best friend no matter who you are. Even if your other self comes out your still *body name* to me." .. Don't think she 100% gets it yet. dx. But I appreciate how she still supports me.

I'm glad that your friend was accepting of your diagnosis.

things you may or may not know, things that may or may not matter.

I am a different me. a little more isolated in terms of knowledge and communication. when I try to draw a system map all I draw is me. but I did realize I used this forum a lot and now I am not. I'm fine. i wanted to let everybody know that i-me-we are fine. I don't know why I'm out. maybe when the power was shut off? maybe dealing with the holidays? maybe everybody else is tired?

well...don't really know what else to say. hope you all are well.

Hello, my name's Raven, I'm new round here an all so if you wanna say hi, hello. If you wanna talk on Skype I think it's abyssalscarletvalkyrie or sumthin.