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Upset! *Trigger Warning, ranting*

Postby tomboy24 » Fri Feb 01, 2013 11:54 pm

*Trigger Warning: angry ranting*

iuytgfvgbhj!! :evil: :evil: kijuhygh!!! kghytfg! oiuyt!! cxertghjk!!!!!!! pokjmnbvcdx!! kjhgfvb!! redcv!!! :evil: :evil: :evil:

F*#k this m*therf*#king g*d@mmed s*nofab*tch*ing c**ks**king m*therf*#king bullsh*t!! F*#K! I need to rage. I need to rage NOW.

kiuytgfvfrtgh!!! ytrewsdfgth!!! poiuytfvgb!!! mnbvfrtghj!!! kjhyfv!!! :evil: :evil: :evil: :evil:

I can barely form sentences I'm so upset right now!! :evil:

F*#k. This. Bullsh*t. I could cause so much damage right now if allowed. This room would be nothing but firewood kindling once I was through. Or *Trigger* someone's face would be nothing but an unrecognizable bloody pulp *End Trigger* once I was through with them.

I hate people! I f*#king hate them! They're all f*#king stupid as sh*t! (Ok, not all, but 90% of the f*#kers are!)

fdertghj!! poijuhgftgh!! ytrdcvbnjhm!!! kjhgfrtygh!! poikjm!! iuytredx!!! :evil: :evil: :evil:

Now that I think about it, I don't know if we should post thi-

Do it.

iuyygh!! ytdf!! cvbn!! mnbgyujk!! :evil: :evil:

There's no point! Why not just put it on our blog?

uytfgvbhjhgf!!! dertghj!! kjhbgvfdrtyh!!! :evil: :evil: :evil:

Some threads don't have to have a f*#king point!! We can vent here too! Isn't that what we tell everyone else?!

dqwertg! poiuh!! nbvcdrtyh!! xderdfghn!! kjhgfv!! :evil:
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Re: Upset! *Trigger Warning, ranting*

Postby tomboy24 » Sat Feb 02, 2013 12:11 am

I'd like to apologize already for this thread. :oops: I've calmed down a bit and feel better (don't know about the others right now, though). I mainly wanted to say that this thread doesn't need any replies, I mainly just need to vent, so thanks for letting me do that. :oops: :oops:

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Re: Upset! *Trigger Warning, ranting*

Postby wronglesson » Sat Feb 02, 2013 12:16 am

I'm glad you've calmed down, but if the others want to rant we're here to listen.

*safe hugs to all if wanted*
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Re: Upset! *Trigger Warning, ranting*

Postby Owleyes » Sat Feb 02, 2013 12:44 pm

tomboy24 wrote:I hate people! I f*#king hate them! They're all f*#king stupid as sh*t!

You are so f*cking right.
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Re: Upset! *Trigger Warning, ranting*

Postby tomboy24 » Sat Feb 02, 2013 6:29 pm

wronglesson wrote:I'm glad you've calmed down, but if the others want to rant we're here to listen.

*safe hugs to all if wanted*

*hugs accepted, thank you* :oops:

What we were upset over when we posted this has been resolved, but I think we're going to use this thread as a venting place for us in general.

Like the site crashing! I'm getting so sick of this!! It's crashed on me 3 times already this morning the span of an hour! I'll go to post, and I'll copy my post just in case like I always do, and then bam! Crashed. And it won't connect to the site for the next, like, 10-30 minutes, sometimes it won't connect back up again for a few hours and I just have to leave it be and wait. So frustrating!! It's been doing this all f*#king week too!! :x I know it's not really anyone's fault, and it's not my computer or connection, I've checked those things, but it's just so f*#king frustrating! Especially with Shay because part of her OCD is that she has to reload the page, even before we get off, and she has to see if there's anything new posted (she doesn't have to read it, she just has to see if there is anything new and where and what thread). So when it crashes like that, she gets really upset because not only is that messing with her OCD but it's also unexpected change, and she hates that too. :|

-Cassandra



Owleyes wrote:
tomboy24 wrote:I hate people! I f*#king hate them! They're all f*#king stupid as sh*t!

You are so f*cking right.

Thanks, Gemma. Nice to see you posting again. Hope you've been well, or as well as you can be with whatever's going on in your life.

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Re: Upset! *Trigger Warning, ranting*

Postby Owleyes » Sat Feb 02, 2013 8:29 pm

tomboy24 wrote:Thanks, Gemma. Nice to see you posting again. Hope you've been well, or as well as you can be with whatever's going on in your life.-KAT
I'm OK, I think. Therapy sucks :roll: How you doing?
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Re: Upset! *Trigger Warning, ranting*

Postby tomboy24 » Sat Feb 02, 2013 9:33 pm

Doing ok I suppose.

Failing at trying to be helpful, and failing at getting sh*t done.

I can't even get these f*#kers out of bed in the mornings anymore. It used to be I'd say "jump" and they'd ask "how high?" after already starting to jump. Now I say something and everything just looks at me like "Why?" or "What's the point?" or "I don't want to". *sigh* F*#king bullsh*t.

Something's broken and I don't know how to f*#king fix it. Everything I try seems to not work.

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Re: Upset! *Trigger Warning, ranting*

Postby osiris08 » Sun Feb 03, 2013 3:32 am

I feel about that angry all the time.
Why should I be who I am, if who I can become will be so much more interesting?
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Re: Upset! *Trigger Warning, ranting*

Postby Owleyes » Sun Feb 03, 2013 11:39 am

tomboy24 wrote:Doing ok I suppose.

Failing at trying to be helpful, and failing at getting sh*t done.

I can't even get these f*#kers out of bed in the mornings anymore. It used to be I'd say "jump" and they'd ask "how high?" after already starting to jump. Now I say something and everything just looks at me like "Why?" or "What's the point?" or "I don't want to". *sigh* F*#king bullsh*t.

Something's broken and I don't know how to f*#king fix it. Everything I try seems to not work.

-KAT

That sucks. I'm not good at helping and sh*t. Even if I was, I doubt I'd have a solution for you. None of these f*ckers in here listen to a word I say, 'less I f*cking shout and rant and throw things. Even then I have to f*cking repeat myself for friggin' MONTHS before anyone takes me seriously. Maybe you just gotta keep bugging them til they see you're right.
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Re: Upset! *Trigger Warning, ranting*

Postby osiris08 » Sun Feb 03, 2013 9:11 pm

I struggle to get angry some times. I feel angry all the time, but I find it hard to show it. I feel lots of things, but I always struggle to express myself.
Why should I be who I am, if who I can become will be so much more interesting?
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