I just wanna hang myself. *TW*

I'm sick of living. Life is just too hard because of how many problems I have, and I can't fix them. Everything has went downhill ever since I was 13. I just wish I was dead. Or better yet... I wish my mom had an abortion! I just hate the world, humanity, and everything.

i know how you feel. this world doesn't love me. it just doesn't no matter what i do, it doesn't want me at all :'( I am so sad. it's like it wasn't meant to be ever. I know it.

at times even i wish i were aborted. i try to release the emotion. accept the thought and release it by lying on the couch or going to sleep
or perhaps listening to some sad song. that helps lighten the mood

i'll have to be honest that though i have been in depression, there have been times when i have smiled heartily and looked forward to living