Hi I'm an 18 year old guy..
I haven't been diagnosed by a psychiatrist or anything but I would say I'm 100% confident that I have dpd. The effects really hit me hard when it comes to woman I grow attached too. I'm extremely submissive and have an overwhelming fear of losing them and being taken advantage of. Recently I hit a sipped bump we'll say. Two nights ago I was talking to a girlrather romantically back and forth. Pretty much as if we were dating although we aren't. Then she says she slept with her "good friend" last night. I instantly erupted into an anxiety attack. I could honestly say it was the worst feeling I had ever experienced. it lasted for forty minutes to an hour, I'm not exactly sure. I was violently shaking due to chills I got. The worst headache I've ever had, felt sick to my stomach. Was coughing, crying and my veins were so sore and so were my shoulders and neck. All of that was followed by light headedness. The next night(last night) I decided to get drunk and to be hOnest, it was to feel better. Also I really want to again ASAP.
I'm pretty much posting here because I want to know how bad my case is. I would like to talk on herebecause it's anonymous. Any advice/help would be appreciated.