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Hi there i was diagionosed with cyclothmic disorder about 7 years ago apperently it is in the family, anyway i have doing so well for so long, but over the last 2 months things have been going down hill and i start having these episodes where i get angry and want to throw things i can blow up at people however i bottle it all up becuase in the line of work that i do i cant do it so i hide it all. The worst of all i am paraniod that i am not doing a good job and questioning that, allways think people are talking about me, and that everyone it out to get me. I HATE IT. it has so long since i felt like this i forgt what it was like. i am in my 3 year of a degree in education. What can i do

Hi, tasha! I can relate to feeling irritable or sad but having times when you even forget what it is like.
Working out helps me and talking about how I feel. Are you under a lot of stress right now?

Hi there How are you all, after i gort diogised with cycolthmic disorder and then told it was part of bipolar,plus i had major depression, in 1995 i had a major breakdown, they called it cyclothmic disorder. i fought it heaps, lost friends when i told them what was wrong. then once i was on stable drugs i got better; now years later a whole lot older, a little bit confused as to why now, is should be the best part of my life.

Tasha, could it be that the meds aren't working like they're suposed to any more?