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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby Butterfly8 » Tue Oct 14, 2014 3:06 am

Lost one,,please hold on..be safe,,is there anything that you want talk about ..
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby lilyfairy » Tue Oct 14, 2014 5:31 am

Hope this finds you safe lost-one- how are you doing now? Hugs. Please keep resisting those urges.

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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby lost-one » Tue Oct 14, 2014 3:24 pm

Thanks lily and butterfly. I'm doing a bit better. Still frustrated, upset, and confused. Now that I'm on medication, there are times I'm feeling relatively ok. I'm not sure I'm ok with that. I don't know what to do with the feeling. I think its too good to be true and I wonder if its even real and I'm going even more crazy. I don't know. I don't :(


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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby smurf » Tue Oct 14, 2014 3:50 pm

Hugs lost-one


I'm really struggling. I feel very low and suicidal
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby lost-one » Tue Oct 14, 2014 3:55 pm

smurf wrote:Hugs lost-one


I'm really struggling. I feel very low and suicidal


Hugs, smurf. Hoping you can stay safe.
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby smurf » Tue Oct 14, 2014 4:41 pm

Thank you, but I don't want to be safe. I've had enough and I can't fight anymore. I guess posting is a last resort really. I can't keep doing this. I really can't
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby Butterfly8 » Tue Oct 14, 2014 6:13 pm

Smurf,,what is causing you to feel so bad?
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby smurf » Tue Oct 14, 2014 6:28 pm

Loads of anniversary stuff. Memories. Too much hurt. Hate October. Other stuff I can't talk about :'( Things I can't say. Things I can't cope or deal with. It's all too much. I just don't feel able to keep going. I can't keep going. I just want to die. I need to be dead.
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby Butterfly8 » Tue Oct 14, 2014 10:06 pm

Will you pm me,,maybe we can just talk a n d I can help you through it? It's up to you.I respect your decision but know I'm here,,big hugs
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Re: The New Crisis Thread

Postby smurf » Tue Oct 14, 2014 11:10 pm

Butterfly thank you, but I'm giving up. I just need to hide. Hopefully safer that way. I can't change or challenge how I think or feel just now. Images of how I want to die are too strong. It keeps playing in my head on repeat.

Sorry. I give up

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