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Suicidal again!!

Postby smurf » Sat Nov 19, 2016 5:46 pm

As title!
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby TROJAN WARRIOR » Sat Nov 19, 2016 7:27 pm

Please stay strong Smurf. Take care.
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby voracious_lemon » Sun Nov 20, 2016 8:53 pm

Many hugs, and seek help (from ER or equivalent) if needed
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Now I feel along the walls until I find the door
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby smurf » Tue Nov 22, 2016 8:27 pm

Thanks to you both


Saw my GP yesterday. Couldn't talk to her. She tried to get me to open up to her, but I just couldn't. She only gave me one weeks supply of antidepressants, as she is concerned about risk. I tried to persuade her to give me more and even said od'ing on them wasn't an option...... Today I had opportunity, but there was too many people around..... I only have one method!

I want to scream PLEASE HELP ME, but it's pointless.
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby Snaga » Tue Nov 22, 2016 9:00 pm

Hugs!
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby smurf » Sun Nov 27, 2016 7:45 pm

Really strong urges to od
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby voracious_lemon » Sun Nov 27, 2016 9:52 pm

*Hugs*
please keep safe smurf
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby Echinacea » Fri Dec 02, 2016 8:21 am

smurf wrote:Really strong urges to od

Smurf how you doing ?
Stay safe, remember people here care
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby lateralus » Wed Dec 07, 2016 11:38 am

how is it going smurf? as the others said please do try to keep safe and not hurt yourself. could it be possible to consider giving her a note explaining a tiny bit of how you're feeling?
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby smurf » Wed Dec 07, 2016 12:57 pm

Sorry for not being around.

I'm very shut down.

Seen GP this morning, again couldn't talk. She is still only giving me 7 days worth of antidepressants. I again stated I wouldn't od on them and if I wanted to od I had more than enough insulin to kill me, she replied 'I'm quite aware of that, but I'm not going be held accountable for not being cautious with your antidepressants'. She also gave me the option of talking to one of the other gps. She expressed concerns about my lack of communication.

I don't want to talk. I don't want to be alive. I don't want to self harm. I don't want to od. I just want to die a slow painful death because that's what I deserve and if I have their DNA inside me that's even better.

I'm safe just now. Just very shut down
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