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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby smurf » Mon Jan 02, 2017 6:11 pm

Sorry
stay safe. take care
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby lateralus » Thu Jan 05, 2017 10:14 am

safe hugs smurf. the nonsense that other people have said about your experiences is just that, nonsense, and it will stay nonsense. you are not these bad things. I saw in one post you felt confused, well I think that though its frustrating, I think confusion is good in a sense because it shows part of you knows the truth, even though you struggle so much with these untrue bad thoughts about yourself all the time. I'm a bit short on words at the moment but thinking of you and hoping it gets easier soon. has anything positive happened with the situations at work that you spoke about? is there a possibility of reaching out to that crisis/support centre again? please consider talking to them again if possible. safe hugs if ok
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby smurf » Sun Jan 08, 2017 12:13 pm

Thank you Lat


I started to write how I'm truly feeling and then opted to delete it. Perhaps it's time to withdraw from talking for a while or maybe I feel more shut down than I realised.

Thank you all for supporting me though.

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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby Echinacea » Sun Jan 08, 2017 1:14 pm

Hugs Smurf
We are here when you need
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby smurf » Sun Jan 08, 2017 1:38 pm

Thank you for everything Ech and all the pm's
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby Echinacea » Sun Jan 08, 2017 2:23 pm

smurf wrote:Thank you for everything Ech and all the pm's

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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby lateralus » Sun Jan 08, 2017 6:40 pm

Its up to you what you think would help you most, but generally its good to talk and get support/feedback about things, especially with how depression tends to give us tunnel vision and make us very harsh/hard on ourselves and think false things about ourselves etc. its good in that case to get an objective viewpoint on what's going through our heads. Its your choice what you do but try to avoid withdrawing/isolating in a self harm kind of way or because you think you don't deserve support, because you really do deserve support and kindness.
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby smurf » Thu Jan 19, 2017 12:36 am

Crying!

Strong urges.

Bad thoughts

So much shame and hurt

Everyone thinks I'm ok irl

I'm so not

I want to scream help

Silence screams

Emptiness yet a full head

Dangerous thoughts

I'm scared

I'm disgusting

So vile

Still crying

Hurting so much

Please help me

I feel so lost

I'm sorry

I really am
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby Frostbite » Thu Jan 19, 2017 10:44 am

Never be sorry Smuf, we are here.
How are you feeling now? Can we help?
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Re: Suicidal again!!

Postby Echinacea » Thu Jan 19, 2017 11:02 am

You have nothing to be sorry about Smurf
Let us know your safe please,
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