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I want to die (trigger warning)

Postby messiahchatterbox » Tue Jun 28, 2016 2:12 am

Is that too much to ask for? It's all I want, I want the peace, I want zero thoughts and feelings, I want tranquility. If there's a god, I hope he sees that I'm better off sleeping forever than suffering. I'm the only one that's different and it feels like I know it. These tears are burning holes in my face, I'm at war 24/7 with myself. There's nothing I can do about it. All I can do is sit here and wait to die; cause time doesn't heal a thing.
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Re: I want to die (trigger warning)

Postby Snaga » Tue Jun 28, 2016 2:49 am

You don't want to die- you want to ESCAPE; to hide; to run away. I do the same thing all the time. At least 3/4 of my suicide ideation is really just wanting to get the hell away from whatever it is stressing me.
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Re: I want to die (trigger warning)

Postby messiahchatterbox » Tue Jun 28, 2016 2:58 am

Dying is the only escape. I want it because it's my only escape. Thank you for moving my shxt to a thread where everyone thinks I just want to perish for no reason.
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Re: I want to die (trigger warning)

Postby Snaga » Tue Jun 28, 2016 4:14 am

No one is going to think you've no reason, mijo. Especially in this forum.
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Re: I want to die (trigger warning)

Postby smurf » Tue Jun 28, 2016 6:15 pm

Hi.

I don't know you or why you feel the way you do, but we ALL have our own reasons why we want to give up. You're not alone in this part of the forum.

Do you have support in 3D? Are there any help lines you can call? Any friends/family you can talk to? Sorry of it's going over old ground.

Take care
Silent all these years- Tori Amos
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