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by Laeomis » Mon Jul 11, 2016 2:49 pm
Well, I hope you get back home Emmi, and make it through whatever you have there like your parents. I hope you stay out, and get everything you need to stand up out there.
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by Emmi » Thu Jul 14, 2016 9:47 am
Thanks Laeomis
I'm still really struggling with stuff, being alive, eating and so on. Meeting with doc later today. Dont know what to do, dont know what to say.
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by smurf » Sat Jul 16, 2016 2:55 pm
Hi Emmi
How are you doing?
Sorry I haven't been around.
Huge hugs
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by Emmi » Wed Jul 20, 2016 6:15 pm
I dont know how I'm doing. On one hand I feel better, I'm not feeling especially suicidal and have days that are fine. On the other hand nothing has changed. Everything is the same. I'm still me, and I still hate me. I have become obsessed with my weight now, and feel bad when I eat.
My psychologist isnt back until two weeks. This place doesnt offer talk therapy, its only a safe place to be with no responsibilities but to take your meds when given them.
I need somebody to talk to. I feel so lost and so alone and completly stuck.
I dont know. I'm tired of trying. Maybe I should try ect, maybe frying my brain is whats needed.
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by smurf » Wed Jul 20, 2016 6:48 pm
The place sounds a nightmare. Please don't have ECT, although yes it's your choice, but it has lasting effects. I know several people who have had this treatment and they are so different now, but not in a good way.
I think we all need someone to talk too and it's pants they don't offer talking therapies. May I ask Emmi are you on a section (formal admission) or a voluntary (informal admission)?
Is your mum still visiting you?
Please keep fighting.
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by Emmi » Wed Jul 20, 2016 8:07 pm
It is a good place but no resources. The staff is nice but not educated.
I really dont believe ect is a good method either but im in despair. Thats the only thing i havent tried, it feels like. But from what I've heard it hasnt had good lasting effect on depression. Just better for a little while.
I'm on voluntary admission and have supervised leaves with parents so i get out of here sometimes. My family visits, mostly my parents.
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by smurf » Thu Jul 21, 2016 8:25 am
Don't lose hope of other things working. There are many different therapies available.
It's good you're having supervised visits home and your parents are visiting you.
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by Emmi » Wed Jul 27, 2016 7:13 pm
In a dark place, considering suicide once again. I need it to be over, cant do this anymore
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by smurf » Wed Jul 27, 2016 7:43 pm
Hey Emmi.
Are you still in hospital? If yes tell the nurse in charge. If no please tell your mum. Let them help you.
Sorry you're not in a good place, but stay safe. Please
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by Snaga » Wed Jul 27, 2016 8:28 pm
Where you at how you doing, Emmi?
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