MAN! it is weird to be on this side of things. Oh maybe I haven't been in this relationships stage for a while.
I was in the " I figured out how to turn things on my BPD " stage with my ex for like 9 months until he stopped talking so I was use to that. Forgot how the start with us is.
We are the ones untrusted first. Than I don't trust them. Must be the mirroring.
Interesting though. Now I can see why my ex ran for the hills in a way! Because my god is my boyfriend ######6 annyoing!
It's been a long time since I've been the untrusted one. Icky phase this is. It usually goes this way though.
There is a pattern usually.
He accused me of being a " sweet talker " I almost punched him in the face.
Did I mention this guy makes his knuckles bleed when he is mad and broke thru my phone and txted my brother?
He's been used and abused understandable but I think I may have out grown this type. Not feeling turned on like usually by it.