I got fired again.
I've now been fired from 5 of my last 6. I keep thinking I'll learn, I'll progress, I'll figure it out, but if the same thing keeps happening maybe I'm not, maybe I need to try something else.
My issues at work boil down to interacting with people. I'm usually a source of conflict unintentionally. And once I'm in a conflict I rarely back down for reasons that are best kept to a clinicians office because they are nuanced and long.
How do you guys keep up hope despite setbacks? I'm 31 and its about time I get this sorted out. Its frightening to think that I should be starting a career and with these personal challenges it makes it hard to have one.
Do people change? Can I learn to get along and play nice and live a nice, normal, boring life? I'd almost swear my dream is to become Peter in Office Space. Some guy who doesn't rock the boat, does enough to get by, and that works for a while.
This really annoys me for some obvious reasons and others maybe less so.
If I want to achieve something athletically, I know, how I know what I need to do, and I can do that. If I want to achieve something academically I know how to improve and meet standards. However when it comes to intrapersonal things,I'm just lost, and thats a terrible feeling knowing I want to do better but I'm just not sure how.