iate wrote:
Yes, it's probably connected with how many emotion you feel. And how it shows. I think it's hard to explain, but people who seem not to have the ability to feel deep emotions are, in my opinion, just like puppets. There are people in this world that try to hide their emotions behind a wall. But sometimes - there are people, who you get the vibe from, that they don't have any emotions even behind the wall.
At least this how I perceive the only NPD person I know (not diagnosed, but I strongly suspect that). And, as I've written before, I don't know anyone with ASPD, so it's only my guess on how they'd "feel" to me.
What do you think the difference is between the 'emptiness' often referred to for BPD and the emptiness for NPD? I don't know if you experience your own 'emptiness' obviously or not I've just heard it can often occur in BPD in their own way and I'm curious what it means and how it could compare to other PD's.
I think I have Schizoid PD and NPD. I do feel a lot of deep emotions through art/aesthetics mainly. It's all internal. Also people with AsPD do have emotions. Just probably a limited I guess... People with NPD apparently have a shallow range of emotions too in comparison to what's 'normal'. They can experience affective empathy too it can just vary and can be limited. But to someone with BPD or some people without a PD, I can definitely imagine how I'd come across as empty and emotionless. A lot of the time I probably am. It depends. I come across like a blank slate a lot of the time. But I do have emotions. Just obviously understandable it would probably seem like I don't at all to some people who experience a wider range of emotions more intensely and frequently. Or are just more aware of their emotions or expressive of course. I'm not expressive hardly at all. Just like they would probably seem too much for me I guess so it makes sense. And obviously I don't know what the pwNPD you knew was like. I'm just talking about myself of course.
I'm not aware of meeting anyone with AsPD either (though it seemed like half my old school would have been diagnosed with conduct disorder lol). I think a lot of them probably seem normal most of the time. Compared to other Cluster B's who probably tend to be easier to spot on the whole. So maybe that's why.