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Foucault_me_slowly wrote:I just act impulsively. I rarely/never feel dead inside.
NimplyDinply wrote:I can see that happening with some PWBPD and have seen stories here where it does. Might be tied to how strong your sense of self is. Those with stronger identities don't feel as empty most of the time.Foucault_me_slowly wrote:I just act impulsively. I rarely/never feel dead inside.
This.
Noca wrote:Do you tend to act impulsive when you're dead inside? I do. I usually end up doing something stupid or impulsive or risky or illegal just to try and feel alive. Anyone relate?
voracious_lemon wrote:Noca wrote:Do you tend to act impulsive when you're dead inside? I do. I usually end up doing something stupid or impulsive or risky or illegal just to try and feel alive. Anyone relate?
Yup. When the emptiness is at it's greatest, that's when I find myself doing 100 on the freeway with the windows down, no seatbelt. That's when I empty a bottle of vodka into my mouth. That's when I sleep with whoever's around. Just trying to fill the void.
Noca wrote:What is PWBPD? I don't really know if I have an identity or not.
Noca wrote:voracious_lemon wrote:Noca wrote:Do you tend to act impulsive when you're dead inside? I do. I usually end up doing something stupid or impulsive or risky or illegal just to try and feel alive. Anyone relate?
Yup. When the emptiness is at it's greatest, that's when I find myself doing 100 on the freeway with the windows down, no seatbelt. That's when I empty a bottle of vodka into my mouth. That's when I sleep with whoever's around. Just trying to fill the void.
Ah it's nice to know I'm not the only one who does this. Do you attribute that to BPD?
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