This caught you off guard i see it lol
this is so lovely...and feels right for once and thats great
i am glad your happy and enjoying it ...feeling this is important and is needed oh hell yeah its needed
Meeting his parents wow, this is brilliant
Enjoy your gf's first day home
Changing your martial arts to bodybuilding isnt quitting in my book
(your re-evaluating your options)
I just feel like the luckiest woman alive right now, although I also feel like a small child with my first crush all at the same time. Everything is just beautiful. Even today I begged him to stay, buuut at the same time I knew today was going to be a good day without him here.. but because of him being in my life. I just feel wonderful and my life is just serene right now.
I'm just surprised at how well he and I work together. Like idk. He's apparently used to "chasing" girls to get affection+reassurance from them, and just whenever I'm with him I'm always babbling on about how great he is so he hasn't had to even try to get any. Then with me I've always been used to demanding affection, and he just willingly gives it to me too.. Like way, way more than I'm used to which will take some getting used to but it's wonderful.
Every day is a beautiful day now. It's so strange. I like thought I knew what love is, and maybe it was love, but this is like the most intense and wonderful love I've ever felt for someone else.