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by Willow123 » Sun Oct 26, 2014 10:41 pm
Bored, drunk, and empty
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by firelamb67 » Mon Oct 27, 2014 3:09 am
Wow, do ya'll realize this thread has been going on for over a year?
DID, BPD, DP/DR
What lies behind us, and what lies before us, are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
-R.W. Emerson
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by WendyTorrance » Mon Oct 27, 2014 8:15 am
For time being spouse of mine has NPDsh father, BPDsh mother, BPDsh sister (divorced from NPDsh husband) My spouse is dependent on me, is ?
My father is NPDsh, my mother NPD/BPDsh, my brother is ? (Not able to keep long-term relationships, closed)
I am?
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#2. very personal.
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by star dust » Tue Oct 28, 2014 9:25 pm
I feel stupid and that I hate myself! I feel terrible, and I don't want to feel terrible, I feel so lonely and alone and like noone cares. And I'm in one of those moods where my own feelings and even the words I'm typing now just make me even more angry with myself because I just sound like an absolute idiot. I am in this kind of spiral I get myself into sometimes where I feel really bad, then I hate myself for feeling bad which makes me feel worse, then I hate myself even more for feeling even worse.......
And I try to consciously think my way out of it but it doesn't work. My head just starts spinning with feelings and I don't know what to do. I'm doing it right now but I can't stop. I hate myself. I need a drink.
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by xfa » Wed Oct 29, 2014 2:20 am
Doing really bad..Dangerously bad..
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by ElKahn » Thu Oct 30, 2014 8:25 am
Jealous. Angry. Superjealous. Frustrated. Paranoid. Sad. Triggered.
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by Casper » Thu Oct 30, 2014 9:09 am
*tw*
Remorseful to all of you (I promise, I didn't mean to abandon you. I only left because I'm not good enough), unwelcome, hurting, abandoned and very isolated.
Like I should be in the woods right now with a .40 and a note.
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by Im-pure » Thu Oct 30, 2014 9:14 am
I was thinking about you Casper, good to see you chime in.
I feel sick. I think I've got the flu or something (nooooo....Ebola...lol) and the dental work yesterday made me feel pretty stressed. Still not done...
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by Perrilyn » Fri Oct 31, 2014 12:41 am
empty, worthless, left behind, confused, weak, illogical.
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