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by vertices » Sun Oct 12, 2014 2:28 am
*waves to blank* :c
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by pemigewasset » Sun Oct 12, 2014 3:09 am
trigger warning
abso-freakin-lutely horrible. I hate how empty I feel without another person around. My SO just left for the night and I seriously want to kill myself. Not in a good space. I hate how my happiness depends on another happy person being around. They just let me out of inpatient and I can't do anything because my family made my house a "safe place" but there are ways...oh there are ways...
I just need some kava kava and hopefully I'll wake up feeling a little better tomorrow morning. It's funny because like three hours ago I was skipping up and down the street. You'd think I was on crack. And now... fsh;gfk;hioroiirk fkl vc,.fglk;
You are unique, just like everybody else.
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by miradanublada » Sun Oct 12, 2014 5:46 am
I Hate It When Im So Vulnerable! and When I Feel So Vulnerable!
Borderline Personality Disorder.
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by vertices » Sun Oct 12, 2014 7:01 am
pemigewasset wrote:trigger warning
abso-freakin-lutely horrible. I hate how empty I feel without another person around. My SO just left for the night and I seriously want to kill myself. Not in a good space. I hate how my happiness depends on another happy person being around. They just let me out of inpatient and I can't do anything because my family made my house a "safe place" but there are ways...oh there are ways...
I just need some kava kava and hopefully I'll wake up feeling a little better tomorrow morning. It's funny because like three hours ago I was skipping up and down the street. You'd think I was on crack. And now... fsh;gfk;hioroiirk fkl vc,.fglk;
Same way >< struggling with this tonight as welllllllll I want it to be over
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by ElKahn » Sun Oct 12, 2014 2:37 pm
confused, hurt
Who hurt me? Life
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by WendyTorrance » Mon Oct 13, 2014 8:01 am
Hurts. Apparently I chew my teeth some nights on the scale it sounds like I'm eating ice. Stressed a bit?
Anyone share this issue?
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by nku » Mon Oct 13, 2014 5:40 pm
WendyTorrance wrote:Hurts. Apparently I chew my teeth some nights on the scale it sounds like I'm eating ice. Stressed a bit?
Anyone share this issue?
I just went to the dentist the other day after several years. I grind my teeth all the time and the dentist told me it really showed. I haven't learned to control it, it's pretty frustrating. I'm anxious and stressed out regularly, so yeah, I can relate.
Humbly adrift.
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by Toucan » Tue Oct 14, 2014 8:43 pm
I feel like everyone is bound to hurt me and I deserve it.
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by pemigewasset » Wed Oct 15, 2014 10:23 pm
Very very agitated.
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by Toucan » Wed Oct 15, 2014 11:18 pm
I feel lonely, but then when people talk to me I want to be alone.
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