I feel like there is no point to life.

I HATE my looks. . I hate going to public places because i feel like everyone is staring, judging, and just thinking or whispering, ewww. I HATE BEING THIS WAY. I am a Christian but I have a hard time dealing with that God made me so ugly. I am only seventeen, so is there any hope for my looks to change????? I hope so because if not, i do not even see a point to go on. I want to get married and have a family in my future and I feel hopeless. I feel like no one would ever want to hire me for a job because I am ugly. The only way to succeed in life is if you are attractive, that is how I feel and it is not fair that all the other girls are pretty or at least average-looking and I am stuck with this face. I cry almost every night. I hold on to the hope of cosmetic surgery,praying it will help me. Everyday goes by so slow.

Hi, smnn92! It's possible for your looks to improve a bit and for you to feel better about them. BDD doesn't stop that way, though. I think it would be good for you to get some therapy. When I was a teenager, I felt pretty much the same way you do and it made me really depressed and lonely.
You don't have to go through it alone. You've got this forum and maybe you could get some treatment.