by The tooth fairy » Wed Jan 06, 2010 1:37 am
I'm really sorry about your OCD, i developed that as wellas a result of the BDD. After everything i ate i would use Listerene mouthwash, something you are only supposed to use a maximum of 2 times a day for a reason. Needless to say it has worn down my teeth, i am saving up to get them fixed but that doesn't help me now.When i look back and think about it, i realise they weren't really as bad as i thought they were. They were straight and really white, i just don't understand why i couldn't see that then! I understand what you mean about being able to hide them but my teeth are very visible when i speak so i either hide my mouth constantly or try to avoid a situation were i have to speak, which is pretty much every social situation. It effects every relationship i have in a negative way which has made me clinically depressed, yet i go to work everyday and no one seems to know (i guess working with actors really does pay off!) Although that sounds like a juxtaposition, that i avoid social situations yet go to work and no one knows but i assure you it really isn't.
Somebody wrote on one of the posts that there are two types of BDD sufferes,the ones that strive to look normal and the ones that try to look perfect. i think i'm the later, i feel really big headed saying that but for the first time in a long time i can be truelly honest. I make it sound not so serious but i have been suicidal for as long as i can remember, if i didn't have my family i wouldn't be here right now. I'm really sorry i'm rambling on about me to much Chucky/ Kevin, thank you for answering my thread.
Tell me about your OCD, What is your problem?
I can't believe you tried to cut out your freckles, thats really horrible, i'm so sorry. Although not exactly the same thing i can sort of relate, i did once try to file down my front two teeth because i thought they were to long!