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on Sun Feb 02, 2014 5:58 am
Self exploration to me is like trying to undo an endless knot in my mind. I especially tested it for myself: it never ends, it never comes loose. My thoughts are endless processes, machines, working intensely with no pause, restless, timeless, spaceless.
They suffocate my existence, yet keep me alive at the same time.
I'm so mentally exausted
on Fri Aug 01, 2014 3:42 am
I lay around the house all day doing physically, nothing. But in my head, I'm dealing with myself. 24/7. The cruel fate is that I can't escape myself.
I'm fighting angry thoughts, regret, guilt, embarrassment,... [ Continued ]
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on Thu Jul 31, 2014 6:33 pm
Like I have said in previous posts, MIRACLES can happen with human beings with serious mental illness. Maybe MIRACLES can happen with people who are seriously ill and or have serious disorders and or... [ Continued ]
Things I really cant stand.....
on Thu Jul 31, 2014 11:37 am
Old people who pretend to be deaf!
Pensioners who know they cant use the bus pass before 9, yet insist on trying.
Spindly pigeon chested 14 year old boys who discard their shirts.
People who dont sit... [ Continued ]
on Wed Jul 30, 2014 5:38 pm
I just had a rhinoplasty and I am devastated. I realize now that prior to the surgery I had BDD and that was what led me to my surgery and its sad that it took this situation to realize that my nose before... [ Continued ]
okay I'll bite
on Tue Jul 29, 2014 9:38 am
and blog. so work's been really rough. actually it's better from an objective standpoint but as far as I'm concerned its still rough. my confidence in myself is at a low and i worry about making a slip... [ Continued ]
Re: blank and detached
on Fri Aug 01, 2014 12:38 am
Posting this as a reply to my last blog post since its kind of related and I don't feel like making a separate blog post.
Today seems better, kind of. Still not feeling very much, but getting out of... [ Continued ]
Re: It never ends
on Fri Jul 25, 2014 4:28 am
Thank you Ada. I will post again. Hopefully with great news and ideas. Feeling refreshed today. worked hard. That's 3hat I like to do.
Feeling like I matter.
Re: It never ends
on Tue Jul 22, 2014 3:47 pm
I really hope that goes well for you! Maybe plan out some ways you'd like to spend [or save for future use] what you're earning? Having a definite aim in mind might help if an urge later comes to "make... [ Continued ]
Re: 2 Years, 2 Months Of Peace
on Tue Jul 22, 2014 6:15 am
Hi there! I just want to let you know I still drift in here and read your blog for inspiration. Last June when I made a half ass effort at attempting to quit gambling, I wasn't successful. It wasn't... [ Continued ]
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