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hello. by Jadestar on Sun Oct 14, 2012 12:20 am
I can no longer function realistically. On good days I feel silly and say screw it and try to press on, but when checking my facebook comes at the cost of what feels like a steak knife in your chest and being keyed up to fight rabid polar bears for the next day and a half I start to question my own sanity. I need to find a job but I can offer others no real explanation but I simply cant. When people hear the word anxiety they think of reasonable stress, not these violent forces that plague my body often without any real trigger. And to complicate things worst Iv recently lost my place to live, and cant remember little things, get lost while im traveling places in a town i grew up in. (>_<) this is so frustrating. Im trying to get help but it comes slow when you are poor. Getting thru the day is a struggle my firends/family fail at comprehending. I seek out support groups and for me at least are utterly useless, next time someone tells me "its all in my head" I think Im just going to attack them, Im physicly suffering and this method of rationalizing positive thoughts for negitve ones Im too smart/realistic for and is ineffective since this is subconscious.. I have no desire to mask my problems with drugs, the only ones who seem to grasp this stuff are people going thru it themselfs. Im willing to listen to doctors and such but Im really starting to question if many of them are even qualified to help. Anxiety is not GAD... it cannot be treated like it. Im starting to envy people I see in the morning relaxing and drinking coffee, people that sleep... Am I the only one who feels like im dying knows Im not and feels like its a damn shame because at least death has an end? To spite all this the worst thing is that no one seems to grasp this, or having this mitigated as if Im lazy or something. That is the worst most frustrating part of all this for me.

Mon I have an apointment with a theripist ~ I hope something usefull comes from this...

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Breakthrough, and upset about silly thing by Nondescript on Wed Jan 28, 2015 5:57 pm
My therapist said today was a breakthrough session because I managed to facilitate some conversation between her and Terry (angry teen). We talked about how my alters are very subtle, and I have a lot...

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when your blog entry... by snaga2.0 on Wed Jan 28, 2015 3:50 pm
Keeps getting wiped out, take that as a sign there is nothing to blog.

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It hurts. by torquemonster on Wed Jan 28, 2015 10:22 am
I am so depressed, I hurt physcially.

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The Posse by shivaatlantis on Wed Jan 28, 2015 9:44 am
Having multiple personalities is a rigorous affair, specially in forming social relationships. I find most people can't comprehend the existence of such a phenomenon. Finding a psychiatrist willing to...

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My first entry, thank you whoever reads this by Joshykinsx on Wed Jan 28, 2015 7:43 am
Hello dear reader, I've recently discovered my disorders and wrote something a while ago in a blog. Sorry if it's too long but I can't really divide it into part, you may find it very boring but I want...

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Re: My first entry, thank you whoever reads this by Ada on Wed Jan 28, 2015 6:37 pm
You're welcome here, Joshy. I'm glad you found the forum. :)

Maybe come and say hello in ...

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Re: Lost Souls by anne _eyes on Sat Jan 24, 2015 9:30 pm
You are going to get through this Hewie, don't give up ok !!!!!!!!!

Re: Who I Am by LoveAndHealz on Thu Jan 22, 2015 10:29 pm
Haven't figured out how to edit this.

Paragraph 2, Line 2 should read:
"I'm also here [...] preventing children from experiencing this pain."

Re: me so...... by Ada on Wed Jan 21, 2015 9:27 pm
Doesn't seem in the least bit silly to me. You're hacking your sexuality, that's cool.

Re: Waiting for meds to fully work by runner two on Mon Jan 19, 2015 12:48 am
Thank you for responding, do you have a suggestion as to which forum would fit my question?

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