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on Sun Dec 11, 2011 5:53 pm
I have spent this weekend making all kinds of chutney to give to a few people as christmas presents ... I've really enjoyed doing it but i tasted the jam i made a few weeks ago and its not nice just tastes like sugar ewwwww
so may scrap giving that to people as they will think i'm trying to kill them lol
Haven't written on here for ages my head has been abit of a shed lately and found working out how i feel really tricky. My brother got married last week and it was a lovely day really enjoyed it, although i found by monday night i was really triggered and ended up making some very unwise choices. My level of SH at the moment is pretty controlled i think but i am worried it is starting to escalate it was only a few times a week but the last week i've not managed to go more than 2 days without cutting again. I spend all my time trying to keep myself busy and as a result i am exhausted. My sleep is not good and when i woke up last night i was convinced the man i used to see was under my futon and it took me a while to convince myself that he wasn't
Have been thinking alot about my return to work which is due at the beginning of jan. I'm trying to figure out if i am ready to or not, i have lots of reservations about going back but at the same time i am desperate to be back as it makes me feel so much more worthwhile and it gives me some identity. Also hoping that i will be starting my therapy in jan but won't find out for definate until friday what the plan with that is. I also have occupation health assessment on tuesday aft.
Hope your all well
Life Plan version 1.0
on Sat Nov 22, 2014 2:30 am
Step 1: Obtain information about inheritance to be received/if not enquirer with Brother about donating me funds
Step 2: If Step 1 deems positive results enquirer about the ability to study an... [ Continued ]
An admission of laziness
on Fri Nov 21, 2014 9:30 pm
Is it so "monster-ized" to admit it?.I'm lazy alright!.
I shouldn't be so anxiety-ridder to it that I get indecisive on whether to say it organically,think long terms implications like "being... [ Continued ]
on Fri Nov 21, 2014 5:54 am
Women in Western Societies;
Im at that point that I have to start screaming about women! it has to come out! and, it really has to come out if Im going to date and be around women again! and I... [ Continued ]
I was abused by my psychotherapist
on Fri Nov 21, 2014 4:15 am
My overall therapy experience with her was absolutely a NIGHTMARE. Met Dr. at Hospital 2 years ago and at that time I was deeply inspired by her hard-work, intuition, honesty, and self-disclosure. Never... [ Continued ]
There's a New Public Enemy in Town
on Thu Nov 20, 2014 5:13 am
So they've started on fatties, just as I and many other people predicted a few years back.
According to this morning's headlines, obesity costs the nation more than both smoking, and the so called 'war... [ Continued ]
Re: am i anattention seeker
on Fri Nov 21, 2014 7:45 pm
Welcome to the forum, la187. I'm sorry you haven't had more replies. We do most of our chat in the forums themselves. And mostly use blogs for self reflective posting. Because, at least for me. I... [ Continued ]
Re: brand new :)
on Thu Nov 20, 2014 11:17 pm
Howdy, Huggles. Do I know you from somewhere outside of the Psychworld?
Re: Saturday I think LOL
on Thu Nov 20, 2014 4:58 am
You wrote, "here's what I have to live with the rest of my life, on top of being DID, anxious, and an insomniac before hand."
I suggest not affirming the list you made following that comment.... [ Continued ]
Re: Sunday...a day of rest?
on Thu Nov 20, 2014 4:34 am
Casinos are full of "flies" like I mentioned in my previous post to your blog. Flies feed on the energy that is present, but it is the "hook operators" that take over unprotected individuals... [ Continued ]
Re: Interesting Path
on Thu Nov 20, 2014 4:24 am
Thank you once more for telling your truths plain and clear. What you shared in the last three paragraphs touches on many things not part of the physical world but common across every culture.
The "physical... [ Continued ]
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