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someone please help me, i need someone by breanasalvo on Mon Dec 30, 2013 5:36 pm
i am a teen, just started high school and am making good grades and am in all honors classes and all but something really weird is going on. i had an incident where peer pressure came in and this guy talked me into smoking some weed and its something i really really regret. ive never done anything like that and lets just say i had to go to the hospital because weed is NOT for me. please dont comment with things like "thats your own fault for doing it" & all because trust me, i know. im so desperate and feel so alone. ever since the whole weed thing, i've been feeling really strange and i think i might have DP or DR disorder. i read that some things like that can trigger DP or DR and im just so scared. i randomly feel like im high or like i did when i was smoking and its so scary because everything is in like slow motion and i have questions in my head like "oh my gosh, im dead. im not really here." and it scares me so bad.. im only a teen and my hands and arms and face feel numb and i feel like im in a video game or dream and i feel emotionally detatched from everyone. i keep hoping it's going to go away but its been three days and i can't sleep because im so scared. i feel so alone and my parents think im crazy. my dad told me i cant go see a doctor because they'll throw me in a mental place because he knows about my history as a self harmer. i swear im not crazy, but this whole experience is making me question my santy. i'd give anything to make this stop, i feel like im not even me anymore. please help me. can i do anything to make this stop? im stuck in what seems like a fog.. im so alone and this is my last resort. i haven't slept in days. PLEASE help me.. am i going crazy?
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