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Feeling Somewhat Manic by justjesse on Thu Dec 08, 2011 4:46 am
Ok, first off I'm probably just going to be rambling here. Just a warning.

Idk where to start. Feel so agitated right now. The thoughts are racing, I can barely concentrate. I feel wired. Everyones asleep, nothing to do, which sucks. Not really tired although I have taken all my meds. Seeing my pdoc tomorrow, hope it goes well. Just feeling very off. Haven't been hypo manic or manic in quite sometime. Idk what to do. Maybe another mood stabilizer is needed. Not sure though. I just feel the need to write. I guess that's why I'm posting this. Way too much external stimuli is distracting me and it's getting annoying. It's like everything is louder than it normally is. Then again maybe it's just me. I feel like I'm never going to have long term stabilization. It's like I level out for a few weeks, then fall back into depression or mania. It's getting annoying. Although I wouldn't change myself. Bipolar makes me who I am, and I accept and respect that. Sometimes I wonder why people like me are the ones considered ill. Who's to say what normal is? Maybe that's the mania talking, but I do wonder that sometimes. Starting to wonder if the Zoloft is making me feel manic.

Ok, ramble over.

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if you ever read my posts you will see i have a transgender issue. well the psyc doc has said if i stay stable on this new med he will refere me to a gender clinic. i want to be stable before i undertake...

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I love my life by star dust on Mon Oct 27, 2014 4:43 am
My Mum just said to me in an evil, hostile, nasty way 'I'm gunna hang myself because of you! I'm gunna do it. When you least expect it. You won't even see it coming but don't worry, I'll do it.'

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Re: things are looking better by Ada on Wed Oct 29, 2014 7:29 pm
Good luck, jody! I hope things do stabilise quickly.

Re: I think I love someone I should'nt...? by Nick123 on Mon Oct 27, 2014 9:36 pm
I don't think there is anything wrong with falling in love with either boys or girls. If this makes you feel right, you should go with it, I think. You seem to be feeling very well about this, try not...

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Re: ME by star dust on Fri Oct 24, 2014 4:17 pm
[quote="C-standard9"]Hey star dust, thanks for sharing! Im looking forward to the next update. Theres always bits and pieces we can all relate to, but Id be lying if I said we have the same story....

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Re: Can't stop hating me. by Ada on Thu Oct 23, 2014 8:52 pm
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Re: Self diagnosed BDD, nobody takes it seriously by Ada on Thu Oct 23, 2014 8:43 pm
You don't need to talk to your family about it if you don't want. Seeing a therapist can be done in total privacy. It's worth confirming with them in advance. But usually they won't give any information...

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