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someone please help me, i need someone by breanasalvo on Mon Dec 30, 2013 5:36 pm
i am a teen, just started high school and am making good grades and am in all honors classes and all but something really weird is going on. i had an incident where peer pressure came in and this guy talked me into smoking some weed and its something i really really regret. :oops: ive never done anything like that and lets just say i had to go to the hospital because weed is NOT for me. please dont comment with things like "thats your own fault for doing it" & all because trust me, i know. im so desperate and feel so alone. ever since the whole weed thing, i've been feeling really strange and i think i might have DP or DR disorder. i read that some things like that can trigger DP or DR and im just so scared. i randomly feel like im high or like i did when i was smoking and its so scary because everything is in like slow motion and i have questions in my head like "oh my gosh, im dead. im not really here." and it scares me so bad.. im only a teen and my hands and arms and face feel numb and i feel like im in a video game or dream and i feel emotionally detatched from everyone. :cry: i keep hoping it's going to go away but its been three days and i can't sleep because im so scared. i feel so alone and my parents think im crazy. my dad told me i cant go see a doctor because they'll throw me in a mental place because he knows about my history as a self harmer. i swear im not crazy, but this whole experience is making me question my santy. i'd give anything to make this stop, i feel like im not even me anymore. :( please help me. can i do anything to make this stop? im stuck in what seems like a fog.. im so alone and this is my last resort. i haven't slept in days. PLEASE help me.. am i going crazy?

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Pieces of the thoughts... by Fastus on Wed Nov 26, 2014 7:06 pm
I would like to share with you a little bit of another afterthought. I can only speak on my own behalf. I carry in my mind monster which is literally my father. We all have our caregivers hardwired in...

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why by jody on Wed Nov 26, 2014 4:43 pm
when i was down big time and i considered suicide i did some home work and found the best,least troublesome way. i never fancied the jumping of a bridge sort of thing as i didnt want the thought that this...

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Sever Anxiety, Depression, OCD, and Hypocondria. by lucidly on Wed Nov 26, 2014 8:43 am
I've been dealing with sever anxiety and ocd since I was younger and have had depression for now twice. I've been depressed nearly 3mo and it seems i've developed bad hypocondria. my dad has a terminal...

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NIH wastes money on "useless study" by Sunnyg on Tue Nov 25, 2014 8:55 pm
*This study is equivalent to a survey of the type of facial tissue that was best for people living with allergies.*

This is an example of a waste of federal tax research dollars:

Do people with...

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ok i lied by jody on Tue Nov 25, 2014 7:21 pm
well im still here. had a real bad downer,a lot to do with coming to terms with my gender dysphoria and life in general. ive been seeing the pdoc and a psychologist which is helping a lot. ive also just...

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Re: ME by star dust on Sun Nov 23, 2014 9:00 pm
But I shall continue writing throughout the night... seeing as the forums currently don't seem to have the technology to understand ...

Re: ME by star dust on Sun Nov 23, 2014 8:58 pm
I am on here tonight for a totally different reason lol but seeing as me explaining my feelings in posts never seems to work in threads I shall try here instead by continuing my story for everyone to see/hear......

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Re: I have problems with the phrase "inner child" by xod_s on Sun Nov 23, 2014 8:02 pm
I get tiny jolts of increased energy,I derive tiny jolts of energy merely by going to do homework in a different room or place sometimes.

Re: I have problems with the phrase "inner child" by xod_s on Sun Nov 23, 2014 4:07 am
Getting back to the gym is [i]going to s---[/i] >_<,w/ the lack of movement I've had for months now and the weight differences.

Re: am i anattention seeker by Ada on Fri Nov 21, 2014 7:45 pm
Welcome to the forum, la187. I'm sorry you haven't had more replies. We do most of our chat in the forums themselves. And mostly use blogs for self reflective posting. Because, at least for me. I...

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