--WARNING: might contains adult material subject. Reader discretion needed.--

“Why you come back? After all this years?” I asked
“Because I’ve realize that you’re the best I’ve ever had and you’re the one I want to be with” he said
“WTF???!!!!” I thought (but of course I kept my mouth shut)

I notice that some movies use the same line as excuse. Surprisingly, women seem flattered to hear it. Well, I should’ve said most women, because I don’t. as matter of fact I feel extremely offended because that makes me realize that after all those times of relationship, I ended up to be an option…a guinea pig…a lottery to be exact.
You choose a target, a chick, and then you’re having what you call as relationship.
If you didn’t like her, of course you’ll leave.
if you liked her and everything goes well, you stay.
If you liked her but something goes wrong, you leave. Perhaps without even trying to make things right because you think it’s a waste of time, or you do try something but not hard enough because you just need to show some responsibility and act as gentleman though you’re not even close as gentleman at all.
Ow, one more : if you like her but you get bored because you don’t like her that much, you’ll also leave. Maybe you’ll say that you’re the problem while actually you’re not quite sure what the problem is because you simply want her to leave.

Then you screw around some other girls.
If one of them is better than me, you stay with them.
When none of them better, that’s when you start to think about me, your ex.
That’s what I meant about being an option.

It’s not something which is only said and done by man to woman but also applicable in reverse.
One will eventually leave when one doesn’t want to be together anymore, no matter how the other one tries and wants.

Seriously, telling someone that you didn't realize how he/she is better than anyone else in your life is the lamest excuse ever exists for me.
It shows us how we’re not valuable, how we are intolerable, how whatever we did for them are just never enough for our significant other (or I should say ex-significant other) until they find worse comparison than us.

“Human wants the best for them”.
Of course, it is understandable as matter of fact. i want the best too like everyone else.
However, i’m not trying to sound skeptic, but hey...in case you don’t know, hearts do break!
For some people, it might not break forever and might not even affect their daily life, but one should remember that for some others, scars do matter!
Not that I’m saying one can’t or mustn’t forgive. One CAN forgive, but doesn’t mean the scars are gone like being blown by angels.

“Better late then never” people said.
Fyi, do you really think it’ll make anyone feel better?
What will you say if I response: “will you ever come back if you find anyone better after/before me?”

"Then, what to say that will make one feel better and not offended?”One ask (well, this one is just in my head because nobody ask in real, of course…I wonder why).
Anyway, I’ll prefer these example of excuses to be heard:
“because I always thought I was wise, but now I know I’m not even close as wise because after all this years, i failed to realize that I love you. I always do”
“Walking away from you was dreadfully bad decision I’ve ever made in my life. Our break up is the worst”
Or the simple and funny one :
“I’m an idiot. I knew i'll always love you but I left. I don’t even remember why…WHY???!!!”

But again, that’s just my personal point of view: One woman out of millions

--Note: Characters written above were based from my thoughts. Any same situations or characters in real life are only coincidence. It’s neither you nor the person you think you know that I know. Trust me, whoever you think is wrong.--

love...love...love....!

everywhere i turn, people talk about love
falling in love, being betrayed, failing relationship, having broken heart, getting the confusion....it's all about love
of course it is. who wouldn't want to be love? everyone needs love.it's our basic needs...to be loved...to feel loved.
each and everyone of us crave for love...me included.

until now i wonder how a couple actually getting married? how our partner think that their live will be better and fulfilled by marriage.
i've been loved in many ways. i love in plenty of ways. still...i'm alone
every promise is all fade out...perhaps i'm just a boring kind of person

years after years i begin to doubt will i ever marry with anyone?
what will happen after the marriage?
is that even important nowadays?
will i be happy without marriage?

is that what is love all about?

i surely don't want to be alone when i'm old...
but what if that's exactly what's going to happened?

dying alone, while people talk about how deep they love their partners and how long the live their marriage

i'm a consumer 6!!!

i have to let go!
i need to let go!
tell me how to do that...

ICE CREAAAAMMMM!!!!!

*chocolate flavor please