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Permanent Linkby xzglr on Fri May 27, 2016 3:17 pm

Hello everyone!
Some bad things happened in my life lately, and i really don't know what to do anymore. And i can't tell anyone and i really need help... Please help me.
I'm a 16 year old girl. I have an older sister who is 20 years old, but lives in another country. I also had an older brother but he died and i'm the youngest kid of my family. My parents were always good to my siblings, but they always abuse me physcially and mentally. My parents divorced when i was 11 and i started to live with my father. But he was always beating me up, throwing me stuff and yelling at me, saying bad stuff to me and i was really depressed. And everyone was bullying me in school because of my look and it was making me really upset and make me hate myself.
When i turned 13, i started to live with my mom and she got married last year. But she changed a lot after she got married. She started abuse me, she was always talking about how ugly and stupid and lazy i am etc. Then she started to hitting me.
One day my mom and stepdad went out for drinking (they are drunk most of the time already so...) and they came home at like 3 am. And my stepdad tried to rape me. Then i called police, they took him to police station but he didn't go to jail...
After that day, he started to hit me too and my mom wasn't saying anything. I had a lot of scars and bruises on my face and body.
And then they kicked me out from the house because they said they can't take stand me anymore and my dad said he doesn't want me in his home so i'm staying at my friends home for now.
I feel really bad. I wanna run away from all of this and I wanna die. Nobody really cares about me, even my parents. I want to talk to my mom but I can't do it. I don't know what to do. :cry:
Btw i'm sorry for my bad English because my first language isn't English and i'm still learning. Thank you so much for reading..

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Re: help me?

Permanent Linkby Snaga on Fri May 27, 2016 6:57 pm

This isn't the proper place to ask for advice, you should think about posting in forum:

http://www.psychforums.com/child-abuse/

Please post in there, and you'll get folks to respond to you much more than in the blogs.
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Re: help me?

Permanent Linkby AttemptAtRecovery on Tue May 31, 2016 7:38 am

You can always PM me...I partially relate tbh. I really hope you get someone's help ):
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