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the vampire diariesby wasp_rainbowarrior on Fri Jan 13, 2017 1:49 am endep up masturbating to some porn, exhausted and depressed. a couple hours later got some sleep. woke up wanting to go online on a sex chat again. i'm on it. i'm on the haze. i've been sucked up by this demonis whirl which fights my best desires. genuinely tried to have sex in real life with a stranger today, but couldn't find anyone for it. there is one guy i could contact and it would work for sure, but i don't want him - thank god i sabotage my own attemps of sabotaging myself. i'm constantly fighting a war against a stranger who lives inside me. hellow, neighbour, come shake my hand, let me see your face. no need to destroy my garden. what are you in need of, for god's sake?
you see me trying to climb on this pole, but i'm just hiding the pain that's deep in my soul.
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