Just a little one

How is it fair that someone I was at Med School with who seriously assaulted someone whilst drunk was only given a 12 month GMC suspension and community service plus fines whereas because I have mental health issues in the end I was effectively forced off the register? The GMC are hugely bigoted when it comes to MH issues and believe everyone with the slightest mental illness is the next Harold Shipman - you will never stop a Harold Shipman. Whilst I was still on the register I was told I was not allowed to speak about any of this but now one of the few bonuses I have is that I can say what I want about them - it's called freedom of speech and it is a human right. Not that the GMC know anything about preserving human rights. They would not treat ppl so unfairly if they did. So it appears the GMC is happy to allow thugs who cause coma in someone to continue to practise but woe betide if you are ill - then you really are in trouble. Cant have ppl letting down the side and of course everyone withb mental illness is a serial killer too.



Cracked

Laughing my head off as I ticked the Friends Permissions circle; Can read and reply to this blog entry.

Guess how many replies i'm gonna get?

Too funny.

Bad mood today was woken early by my stupid neighbour wanting my hoover totally ignored her went back to bed till lunch time. Been rapid cycling a lot lately but at the moment feel restless yet exhausted at the same time and have no patience for people. Went to my mums at 4 for dinner and to see my sister. Came home to an empty flat and sat in silence for a while then tried to get some friends over but they all too busy. Currently sitting here wondering what to do.....

Hi. It's A. I think I've figured out why my therapist says I'm dissociated but not multiple personality, which is apparently the same as dissociative identity. It's because I have parts but I'm the only one who every controls the body, I'm the only one other people ever see. If I act differently, say self harm, its because the B or L convinced/helped me to act that way. Does that make sense?
So, I'm dissociative but I don't have alters like the other people on the forums here do.
I used to not think about this so much. . .

Moved back home from college yesterday. Spent most of the day sleeping and cleaning my room and unpacking. Overall a good day, but not looking forward to this summer. Being home usually sucks. Can't wait for next semester so I can go back to my poorly lit dorm room, sit around, and do nothing of value Of course, there will be schoolwork and pseudo-socializing (<-I believe that one word sums up the covert schizoid) but that is manageable and it is less stressful there than here. I feel like I was the only student I knew who was dreading the summer