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im scared im a pedophile

Permanent Linkby ocd_guy1 on Thu Dec 18, 2014 6:47 am

Hi I'm 15 and a half and I have a burning question on my mind. Am I a Pedophile or do I just have POCD. I have severe obsessive compulsive disorder and was diagnosed not long ago. most of my intrusive thoughts are sexual but I also have some religious ones. I heard you have to be at least 16 to be diagnosed with pedophila but I'm still wondering. lately I been having intrusive thoughts about my best friends little sister. About maybe 2 or 3 years ago when I was 12 or 13 I masturbated with her in my head
a few of times at the time she was maybe 5-6. Anyways now when I try to masturbate she pops into my head intrusively and causes me great distress. just thinking about touching her inappropriately makes me cringe and makes me feel sick . I heard intrusive thoughts while masturbating is a symptom of OCD (which I have really bad). This exact situation has happened before but with family members and men which caused me discomfort but not on the level this bothers me. I am also a porn addict so if this might relate to my problem please say. I suspect that its my OCD but I not sure. I really into girls my own age and have this biggest crush on this girl in my PE class. I would never hurt a child nor ever touch anyone inappropriately. I'm just so afraid

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Re: im scared im a pedophile

Permanent Linkby ocd_guy1 on Thu Dec 18, 2014 2:48 pm

Please leave a comment on this I need to know!!!!!!!
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Re: im scared im a pedophile

Permanent Linkby Remember Ronni on Thu Dec 18, 2014 3:10 pm

Sorry to hear what you're going through ocd_guy1. Unfortunately no one here is going to be able to give you a diagnosis. For that you would have to speak to a doctor.

You may find you get more comments in the OCD forum and I see you have already posted something there.
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Re: im scared im a pedophile

Permanent Linkby ocd_guy1 on Fri Dec 19, 2014 2:31 am

@RememberRonni I know I can't be diagnosed I just want to know what you think this is its killing me
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RE: im scared im a pedophile

Permanent Linkby Otter on Fri Dec 19, 2014 7:46 am

***your quote***
I have severe obsessive compulsive disorder and was diagnosed not long ago. most of my intrusive thoughts are sexual but I also have some religious ones.
***end quote***

Hi OCD_guy,

I'm sorry you're going through this. You want to know what is happening. It seems you have been diagnosed with "severe" OCD. Is there something you don't trust about your diagnosis?

I assume you discussed everything you posted above to the person(s) who diagnosed you, probably in greater detail.

I know you’re frightened, I don’t blame you. Try to stat accepting the diagnosis as a way of understanding the fear. Severe anxiety is so potent it can dismiss all the rational evidence and believe in the most irrational thoughts.

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Re: im scared im a pedophile

Permanent Linkby ocd_guy1 on Wed Dec 24, 2014 5:37 am

Haha but I haven't told her this @otter
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