How does one face death?
How does one accept death?
I need to accept death.
I went and cried again and it helped. Nobody was in the bathroom this time so I was able to cry properly and actually wash my face. Crying helps a whole lot.
I get a "break" at lunch. I might walk out in the sunshine to help myself feel better.
I will tell you that if I do die, or have alz or dementia, I will write the most powerful fan letter ever to PW and not only to him but also to the b-5/Crusade cast.
But not until the entire thing happens.
I spelled "picture" wrong if you saw that.
I just have to hold on until 12:00 when I can get out of my ######6 JAIL CELL.