I stopped therapy not too long ago but I will return.
In this point in time, I have only one confirmed Personality Disorder, Schizotypal.
I have other disorders as well but this one stands out the most, and my anxiety, ADD, and dissociate symptoms.
I keep seeing and hearing lies and other people getting lied to and I just want to wake the people up, that is why I spend my time online, telling people things.
I want to shock people's frontal lobes with the truth! (Metaphorically.)
All of this misdiagnosing and over-diagnosing and under-diagnosing is bugging the heck out of me, not to mention the past drugs they gave me and the facility kept on passing me from doctor to doctor.
My old local mental health facility was a scam.
While I am writing this it is pretty late so, I don't work and it is a Sunday so.
I find it sad that me being under-diagnosed for a trauma disorder means to other people that I'm full of it, even though I am the man inside his mind for 5 years now isolated and 5 years of being traumatized.
If that's not a disorder I don't know what is.
This year I plan on finally learning adult skills even though I'm 21, so I'm basically a loser.
Haha, I'm not depressed, but I do like beating myself up though, it feels good, people won't believe me but I'm serious, it is weird, because I am weird.
I just call it a weird maso thing, but anywho, I have never worked in my life but I may get a part-time job someday, maybe not in 2017 but when I get my head thoughts and anger reactions all in order.
I am just so sick of doctors though, I hope the next one does well with me, I am tired of the mind games doctors have played with me and the waste of time, but we will see.
If me going back to therapy will feel like the lies in 2015 & 2016, then I will give up forever. (Probably.)
I'm just sick of doctors seeing things that aren't there, getting the wrong idea about me, leaving me, etc.