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Confused by ashdx3 on Mon Apr 16, 2012 12:19 am
This is my first time using this so I'm not entirely sure how this goes. But I have a lot on my mind and I don't really know where else to go, so I thought this might be a good idea. A guy and I had been texting for a few days, we knew eachother through friends. A few days ago, he asked me to hang out. So he took me to his house. We sat on his couch, and he tried kissing me. At first, I kissed him back, but then I kept turning my head away. Then he kept trying to pull my shirt down and saying "They're just so big, I need to see them." I said no a few times while he continued to try to force my shirt off. Eventually he stopped. Then, he pulled his pants down a little so he was just in his boxers. He kept trying to put his hands in my pants and pulling on my underwear saying, "mmm", and rubbing himself. Then, he stood up, and pulled it out and told me to suck it. I said no. He asked a few times and tried putting it near my face. But I turned my head, and then I left. As soon as I got home, I automatically started thinking of how I should have reacted, rather than how I did react. This happened Friday afternoon, and I've called into work yesterday and today. I tried to go around people I've known for years, and I can't even do that. My heart automatically starts pounding, and I start having a panic attack whenever I'm near a guy. I don't know what to do, I don't know if what he did to me was serious enough to be upset about. I feel like I might be over reacting, I know it could have been way worse. I just need some advice on what to do, and how to make myself calm down about the whole situation.

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Urge to bite.... by hiding_the_broken on Mon Nov 24, 2014 4:28 am
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Not having it going on in the teenage years by OMNICELL on Sun Nov 23, 2014 11:51 pm
I tried to be popular! I was coming from a broken abrupt destroyed home! and, I did not know it! it was broken up on purpose, there was no real need for it to happen! The house owners both went there...

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Life Plan version 1.0 by Yivo on Sat Nov 22, 2014 2:30 am
Step 1: Obtain information about inheritance to be received/if not enquirer with Brother about donating me funds

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An admission of laziness by xod_s on Fri Nov 21, 2014 9:30 pm
Is it so "monster-ized" to admit it?.I'm lazy alright!.

I shouldn't be so anxiety-ridder to it that I get indecisive on whether to say it organically,think long terms implications like "being...

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Re: ME by star dust on Sun Nov 23, 2014 9:00 pm
But I shall continue writing throughout the night... seeing as the forums currently don't seem to have the technology to understand ...

Re: ME by star dust on Sun Nov 23, 2014 8:58 pm
I am on here tonight for a totally different reason lol but seeing as me explaining my feelings in posts never seems to work in threads I shall try here instead by continuing my story for everyone to see/hear......

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Re: I have problems with the phrase "inner child" by xod_s on Sun Nov 23, 2014 8:02 pm
I get tiny jolts of increased energy,I derive tiny jolts of energy merely by going to do homework in a different room or place sometimes.

Re: I have problems with the phrase "inner child" by xod_s on Sun Nov 23, 2014 4:07 am
Getting back to the gym is [i]going to s---[/i] >_<,w/ the lack of movement I've had for months now and the weight differences.

Re: am i anattention seeker by Ada on Fri Nov 21, 2014 7:45 pm
Welcome to the forum, la187. I'm sorry you haven't had more replies. We do most of our chat in the forums themselves. And mostly use blogs for self reflective posting. Because, at least for me. I...

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