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Am I Manic? by squiggliebuttons on Tue Feb 14, 2012 2:37 am
Today I have been a little more talkative than usual. I decided to start playing a game I quit a while ago to make my boyfriend happy. He hates FFXI, but it gives me something to do in the evenings when he is watching his gun TV shows and I don't want to. I made dinner, but I didn't do dishes as I planned to do. I haven't been arguing with my boyfriend, but I am just so scared that I may be getting manic again. Maybe it will just be hypomania and I'll be able to get through this relatively easy. My biggest fear is that my medicine is going to stop working and I'll go back to the "crazy" me that I hate. Yes, I strongly dislike who I am when I'm manic. When I'm manic it's not a pleasant experience for me, I hallucinate, I am easily angered, and I always manage to ruin my credit even more. I really hope I don't have to spend the next few days in fear of myself. I'm second guessing everything I think, everything I say and do. Hopefully when the lower level of Wellbutrin stabilizes in my system I'll be able to feel less afraid of being manic. :oops: I need to get through this. I'm just feeling so unsure of myself and I hate it.

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do it again by sabotage3 on Mon Mar 27, 2017 9:17 pm
Now you swear and kick and beg us
That you're not a gamblin' man
Then you find you're back in Vegas
With a handle in your hand

-Steely Dan

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I must specify a subject when posting a new topic by sabotage3 on Mon Mar 27, 2017 4:18 pm
ok. Let's try a blog then. I suppose they probably need to be mod approved also.

I dont get it. If I wanted to post something atrocious like nude photos of myself couldnt I just as easily do it in the...

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Nair™ Burns by AnnMarie on Mon Mar 27, 2017 3:59 pm
In the end, it was anti-climactically simple. For about a week, I’ve been eager to buy something girly; but whenever I went to the store, I would run into people I knew. I had basically given up; and t...

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creating music as activity by OMNICELL on Mon Mar 27, 2017 5:00 am
My mental illness destroyed many areas of my life; 2 specific areas; the ability to get involved in activities and relationships!

I bitch about the situations I have with women! the main problem...

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intuitive whilst psychotic by cottontail2 on Sun Mar 26, 2017 8:45 pm
Hi everyone

I have always been intuitive BUT when I was manic for several months before I was diagnosed I used to have the most vivid and horrific, demonic dreams. I have never had dreams like that before...

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Re: I must specify a subject when posting a new topic by Snaga on Tue Mar 28, 2017 7:10 am
Yes, all blog and journal entries go thru the mod team..

Re: getting used to meds by wasp_rainbowarrior on Sat Mar 25, 2017 8:11 am
i'm always uncomfortable around men. around straight men i feel like an outsider and around gay men i feel this pressure to be something i'm not. i just hate the way the entirety of men socialize, i guess....

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Re: this should be interesting by msunderstood on Thu Mar 23, 2017 12:31 pm
It's not "my" blog if it has to be moderated. It's the forum's.

Re: this should be interesting by Snaga on Thu Mar 23, 2017 6:31 am
We don't delete posts, as a rule. And yes, all blog posts are moderated...

As for content, as long as you're within forum rules for graphic content and are respectful of other members, it's your blog,...

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Re: this should be interesting by msunderstood on Wed Mar 22, 2017 4:58 pm
just ignore me.

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