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Confused by ashdx3 on Mon Apr 16, 2012 12:19 am
This is my first time using this so I'm not entirely sure how this goes. But I have a lot on my mind and I don't really know where else to go, so I thought this might be a good idea. A guy and I had been texting for a few days, we knew eachother through friends. A few days ago, he asked me to hang out. So he took me to his house. We sat on his couch, and he tried kissing me. At first, I kissed him back, but then I kept turning my head away. Then he kept trying to pull my shirt down and saying "They're just so big, I need to see them." I said no a few times while he continued to try to force my shirt off. Eventually he stopped. Then, he pulled his pants down a little so he was just in his boxers. He kept trying to put his hands in my pants and pulling on my underwear saying, "mmm", and rubbing himself. Then, he stood up, and pulled it out and told me to suck it. I said no. He asked a few times and tried putting it near my face. But I turned my head, and then I left. As soon as I got home, I automatically started thinking of how I should have reacted, rather than how I did react. This happened Friday afternoon, and I've called into work yesterday and today. I tried to go around people I've known for years, and I can't even do that. My heart automatically starts pounding, and I start having a panic attack whenever I'm near a guy. I don't know what to do, I don't know if what he did to me was serious enough to be upset about. I feel like I might be over reacting, I know it could have been way worse. I just need some advice on what to do, and how to make myself calm down about the whole situation.
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