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Scare me, boo
on Tue Feb 26, 2013 2:15 pm
I wish he would not be so distant / I would not find him so distant. It's daytime and we cannot comunicate. It scares me. I hate the day. He is home all Tuesday, so I am scared. I sit in the other room now and he walks in because it's our bedroom and I feel bad. Then he runs over to me and in an accusative voice says 'There are WORMS in the closet (he means the one with food). I opened it and they started falling out.'
Grown ass man: we have a case of food moths. We will clean the closet, we will put those sticky traps there.
Did you have to run in and raise your voice at me about this?
And all after I tried to talk and you just shut off and stared blankly ahead.
'You are unhappy?' I asked
'No. I am very happy.'
I do not comprehend, at all. I am needy, yes, I get that you are like this.
But for the accusation of the universe bringing us some flour that was full of those moths being my fault, I think I will not budge and just be offended. F you.
on Thu Jun 23, 2016 2:26 am
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I just need to venty
on Tue Jun 21, 2016 6:25 am
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on Mon Jun 20, 2016 4:07 am
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on Mon Jun 20, 2016 3:48 am
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Re: IN DIRE NEED OF HELP FEELING LOW
on Fri Jun 24, 2016 1:08 am
I'd suggest posting this in Bipolar, sweets, rather than the blogs, which are more for journalling without expectation of a reply. How are you doing, now? Are you feeling better?
Re: Age groups of alters
on Fri Jun 17, 2016 3:04 am
As of 13 OCT 2015:
6 Babies/Toddlers, to age 2
20 Littles, age 3-7
11 middles, age 8-12
5 teens, age 13-19
9 adults, age 20 up
0 age sliders
Re: A little about Henry
on Fri Jun 17, 2016 2:56 am
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Re: Gilgamesh and Inky Dinky Doo
on Fri Jun 17, 2016 2:50 am
The mother deliberately tried to lure Inky into traffic, to cross the street toward her when there was traffic. It was really sick. He was also afraid that she was going to shove him out in front of cars... [ Continued ]
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