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The first step? by Pudessem on Sat Mar 01, 2014 11:27 am
Yes the voices were loud and, well, not-so-clear, but yes, very present.

Up until now one of the most important things was the 'real ness' or obtaining some evidence of real ness - I worked hard at the expense of my body, mind and integrity to seeking them out, to make sure that these outside voices were someone els's and not me.
But you know what - stuff it - real or not, I cannot let these other beings controll me, I'm going it alone and gonna ignore the bastards-seriously if ther're gonna sit around all day and narrate me everything's then what kind of life do they have? And to abuse me when I do something questionable rather than help, we'll then who's worse?

If the devil is real then it must be a higher being than myself, and if the devils behind this-then a mere unperfect human will beat it, and if its other humans playing some kind of joke, I have total confidence in Mother Earth and the universe to settle that out

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Sexuality and Gender: An Introduction by tmc115 on Wed Sep 20, 2017 8:15 pm
I never really HIT puberty, I slide into puberty. I wasn’t interested in boys at all really until my first boyfriend. Sex was supposed to be dirty and dangerous, at least that was the way I was taught. W...

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Boring by caughtinafray on Mon Sep 18, 2017 10:59 pm
No day isn't boring. Ever.

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Citolopram by tmc115 on Mon Sep 18, 2017 8:35 pm
It always takes me forever to try a new drug.

I'm afraid of the questions. And I'm convinced they think I'm some crazy addict. Even though that's nuts. I've probably only has had maybe a dozen prescriptions...

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Introduction to pre alignment; the space ship landing by OMNICELL on Sat Sep 16, 2017 9:35 pm
I can feel it; the work I've done or the work God is doing; its seeping through me! Im starting to rearrange on the inside! The problem is; Im becoming myself on the inside but the outside world...

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FOOD Part 6: Last Part by tmc115 on Fri Sep 15, 2017 8:01 pm
*warning may trigger those with eating disorders*

I think I mentioned in previous blogs that my mom struggled with anorexia as a child. I don’t know if she was ever heavier than her classmates or if t...

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Re: 30 days GF by lookforward on Sun Sep 17, 2017 6:05 pm
Thank you :)

Re: my groupings by Johnny-Jack on Fri Sep 15, 2017 9:25 pm
Psychological abuse: Casper
Sexual abuse: Orval
Physical abuse: Bartholomew

Betrayal Trauma: Casper
Escape artists: Yanni
Special system skill: Estes (team awareness)

New categories:
Sleep-related: Orval...

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Re: Summary of who we are by Johnny-Jack on Fri Sep 15, 2017 9:19 pm
Orval 11, #59. May be younger but arrived young, age 4 or so? Seems connected to a very nasty SA from father, possibly a pedo circle, similar to Andre, but late at night. Like Casper, may be part of what's...

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Re: Body Dysmorphia if you really ARE ugly?? by Gizzy on Thu Sep 14, 2017 11:34 am
Thanks for the advice Snaga; I thought I WAS on the forum! I didn't realise I was blogging (!?).

Hopefully i'll get the hang of it all sooner rather than later!....thanks again x

Re: Body Dysmorphia if you really ARE ugly?? by Snaga on Thu Sep 14, 2017 12:04 am
Consider posting in body dysmorphia forum... the blogs won't get much interaction, they're mostly for journaling.... welcome to PF.....

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