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on Fri Jul 08, 2011 11:15 am
I just wrote down six of my abusers. I look at the list and think how is this possible? i am sure others have had worse, but I mean how is it possible for me. I wanted the perfect little life, but very few times in my life I wasn't being abused by somebody. It was sexually, physically, and emotionally abused. No wonder I feel the way I do about myself. This is a pattern on not setting boundaries and limits. I could have stopped a lot of these things from happening . I can't believe I did all of this. Then I told myself lies about my life. I told myself that everything was the way it needed to be. The truth is I have a big mess to clean up.
Oh, the Doctors
on Wed Sep 17, 2014 5:02 am
I switched insurance a couple months ago. Durring that time I ran out of my anti-depressant (about one month ago) and greatly lowered the dose on my anti-psych. I found a new psychiatrist, finally.
I... [ Continued ]
on Tue Sep 16, 2014 1:52 pm
Early morning is really my favorite time of day. Having that first smoke in the foggy, hazy light is absolutely perfect. Theres never anyone awake, so Im not forced to make any casual conversation. Nothing... [ Continued ]
Pain of loneliness
on Tue Sep 16, 2014 8:05 am
It's 2 in the morning. I usually stay up late because it allows me to hang out with my brother and his friends. We laugh, joke around, play video games and usually have a good time. It results in me going... [ Continued ]
on Tue Sep 16, 2014 4:06 am
I guess a short introduction is in order. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia about two years ago. That changed to schizo-affective, and under the care of an incompitent doctor was switched to deppression... [ Continued ]
Re: My Normal Life
on Wed Sep 17, 2014 5:40 am
I would really like to know more about the personality types you mentioned. Im guessing they are varried quite a bit. I used to know a man that was AsPD, and from what I can tell, you are very different.... [ Continued ]
Re: I was bad *tw*
on Tue Sep 16, 2014 1:37 am
A couple steps back doesnt mean you have to give up. I still get the urge sometimes. Just as you said. Sometimes people want to punish themselves. But I think a harsher punishment is staying with those... [ Continued ]
Re: Sensory wonder..
on Sun Sep 07, 2014 8:36 pm
I didn't get an alert to your reply just saw it now for the first time. Cool, yeah I love stew too, good old fashioned hearty food.
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