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Update: Life viewby quietgirl2538 on Tue Apr 14, 2015 9:46 pm I am diagnosed as Bipolar mixed. I have had so much suffering this past holiday season. Especially with depression. I became suicidal in January. I don't like to feel like this. But it seems it is not my choice other than to seek help from the psychiatrist I see, as soon as possible to get my mood stabilized. More recently, I experienced the worst depression I've ever gone through. I did not attempt suicide but I waited until I felt better and I do feel wonderful now. I love life and I love how good I feel everyday. With my illness, I can experience a low mood of depression in the future, but hopefully it won't be as severe as the last time. I, however, know this illness already. It can be unpredictable, but I feel hopeful in knowing I have set in place a support-type set up to help me make it through until I am stable once again, if I got as depressed as I was this past time. There is set up phone numbers of people who love me, they can come be with me too, the suicide hotline, doctor, therapist, a hospitalization if necessary to help me weather the illness until I am well again and not a danger to myself. I don't want to get to that point. But it's set up there just in case. That plus faith, faith in God, faith in myself , knowing that things will be ok, that I will be ok whatever happens. I'm not afraid anymore, nor am I already giving up.
“There’s an Asian expression that ‘a burden shared is halved.’"
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