Our partner

oaktree
Consumer 6
Consumer 6
 
Posts: 801
Joined: Mon Oct 29, 2012 10:45 am
Blog: View Blog (1)
Archives
- January 2013
New alter/voice?
   Thu Jan 03, 2013 11:16 pm

Search Blogs

Feed

New alter/voice?

Permanent Linkby oaktree on Thu Jan 03, 2013 11:16 pm

A night not long ago (last night? or the night before?) I heard a new voice. It was quite clear. He (?) said he was a gatekeeper and was called Pe****. (Full name is hidden for privacy reasons, but it's a religious one, you could imagine which one, considering he's a gatekeeper). I'll call him Pe here. The 'voice' sounded quite metallic to me.

I actually better learnt to discriminate those voices from regular thoughts (or 'made up'/imagined voices, which I have a lot, and just don't make sense usually). I should listen closely, but not too closely, otherwise there will come those imagined voices. I know they are real when they somehow feel more big, as mentioned somewhere else. And when they seem to have some pressure.

I heard 'voices' before, but this time it was much clearer than usually.

I wonder why a gatekeeper. A gatekeeper for what? The gatekeeper that was always guarding the wall/door? I don't think so, that one feels different, somehow. It's presence feels different, the voice is different (I haven't heard it's voice so well as of now).

And I wonder why this name? Why a religious one? I know I'll know one day, but it seems strange now.

Any thoughts on this?

2 Comments Viewed 15417 times

Who is online

Registered users: Bing [Bot], Dalgidanchew, Google [Bot], Google Feedfetcher, Majestic-12 [Bot], szntz