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Loneliness will be the death of me (TW?)
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Loneliness will be the death of me (TW?)

Permanent Linkby lonelydaydream on Tue Feb 14, 2017 11:34 pm

Warning - whiny, self-pitying post coming up!

Today is St. Valentine's Day, and maybe I'm even more tired than usual but I feel that the pain of loneliness will overcome me - it's actually a physical pain, in my chest, and as I have a heart condition anyway that's a bit concerning, I think.

I lost my husband 3-and-a-half years ago, and I miss him like crazy. I have no children (I'm infertile), and am in such fragile physical & mental health that I can't work, so I don't have the consolation of throwing myself into a career. I've not completely dismissed the idea of another relationship but finding someone seems well-nigh impossible under the current circumstances. I fear I face a lonely, isolated old age.

Sorry to be so depressing! I do have friends who care, and I really appreciate that.

I should probably go to bed - I'm knackered lol!

"All shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of things shall be well." Mother Juliana of Norwich, 15th century.
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