Finally figured out what was wrong with me--what was causing me to hang.
Now I'm regressing into the depths of my mind, foraying back into my art world. Full blast on my portfolio, yeah! Going to undertake a buttload of studies--buildings, bodies, animals, uniforms, machines/props. And accept commissions once again.
Understanding the roadblock allowed me to reconnect with my art reality, full sail ahead. I discovered/realized new techniques amongst all the ruminating, fun times.
I shunned my art life because I'm pretty much disconnected from the world in that state of mind, but I taste freedom there. At least I won't turn full crazy having lived in reality for the last few years.
Thanks to PF for amusing/educating me these past months.