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Feeling Somewhat Manic

Permanent Linkby justjesse on Thu Dec 08, 2011 4:46 am

Ok, first off I'm probably just going to be rambling here. Just a warning.

Idk where to start. Feel so agitated right now. The thoughts are racing, I can barely concentrate. I feel wired. Everyones asleep, nothing to do, which sucks. Not really tired although I have taken all my meds. Seeing my pdoc tomorrow, hope it goes well. Just feeling very off. Haven't been hypo manic or manic in quite sometime. Idk what to do. Maybe another mood stabilizer is needed. Not sure though. I just feel the need to write. I guess that's why I'm posting this. Way too much external stimuli is distracting me and it's getting annoying. It's like everything is louder than it normally is. Then again maybe it's just me. I feel like I'm never going to have long term stabilization. It's like I level out for a few weeks, then fall back into depression or mania. It's getting annoying. Although I wouldn't change myself. Bipolar makes me who I am, and I accept and respect that. Sometimes I wonder why people like me are the ones considered ill. Who's to say what normal is? Maybe that's the mania talking, but I do wonder that sometimes. Starting to wonder if the Zoloft is making me feel manic.

Ok, ramble over.

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Permanent Linkby justjesse on Sat Oct 29, 2011 5:34 pm

Hmmm, where to start. Been feeling a bit hypo manic today. I woke up feeling it rushing through my brain. Haven't SH'd in almost two days which is a major step for me. Feeling a little anxious as I'm going to an event tonight with family and there will be lots of people there. But the hypo mania has offset some of the anxiety.

Hope everyone is doing well.

- Jesse

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