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Permanent Linkby flowingtears on Sat Jan 07, 2012 2:33 pm

It's after 2pm on a Saturday afternoon, and I'm still in bed. I have no money to go anywhere, and nobody to hang out with.

My best friend lives on the other side of the country, and although I've been hinting that she should invite me to stay for a few days soon, she doesn't seem to want to. I worry constantly that she's replaced me, and no longer considers me her best friend.

My 2 closest friends here are A and AM. A always seems to be busy or going through some sort of crisis that means she can't meet up with me. I've seen AM quite a bit lately, always at my suggestion. I don't want her to feel I'm too clingy, so unless she contacts me, I probably won't see her again for a while.

I have no food in the apartment. I had a choice between buying books and buying food, and I chose the books. My mother doesn't live far, so I've been eating at her house every day lately. I should probably go over there soon, as I'm starting to feel hungry.

I told my cats about what I have planned last night. Merg meowed at me, and Kitten turned her back. They are being more affectionate than usual though.

I just finished reading "Screaming In Silence: Suicide, Attempted Suicide and Self-Harm Recovery" by Katy Sara Culling. The book annoyed me. First of all, it was very badly written. Half of the sentences were left unfinished or didn't make sense. Second of all, it felt like she was bragging about the things she'd done. It was like, "Oh look at me, I'm so great, I've managed to hurt myself worse than anyone else."
She never got her haemoglobin down to a life-threatening level though, she was never held down and sedated for a court ordered blood transfusion, she was never mentioned in a newspaper article (I wasn't named, but it was about me), she never had to have surgery to repair nerve and tendon damage. I've done all of those things, and still I know that there are people who've hurt themselves worse than I have.

~The Official Crazy Cat Lady
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