My brain is fried. 3 nights in a row taking antihistamines to get high/hallucinate. Tonight will be the 4th night. I'm sort of walking around in a daze all day, and having random mild hallucinations now and then. I don't mind it though.
I hallucinated one of my cats talking to me this morning. That was pretty cool actually.
Turns out it wasn't just one type of antihistamine my body reacts negatively to. A high dose of any antihistamine makes my body swell up and little blisters appear.
My 14 year old sister was home from the hospital for a couple of hours today. Apparently she told her psychiatrist she wanted to buy paracetamol while she was out, so every time she left the room, my mother freaked out and ran after her. I informed my sister that paracetamol causes a slow painful death from liver failure. I told her aspirin can mess up her hearing, and that both aspirin and ibuprofen can cause internal bleeding. Oh, what a hypocrite I am (apart from paracetamol, I never touch that stuff when I overdose). I suppose I could have told her not to do it or whatever, but I figure she has enough people doing that, and she may as well know what the possible consequences of certain actions are.
Therapist tomorrow.