Christmas.
I'm so bored.
I miss my other sister, I never realised how much better she made Christmas. I spoke to her on the phone earlier, but it's not the same.
I'm drinking. Malibu, peach schnapps, and tropical mi wadi. It's not helping my boredom though. I'm drinking as fast as I can though, which is easy, because it's so sweet it doesn't even taste like alcohol. I haven't even had breakfast yet.
I wish I could cut. I can't though, because I have to be back at the hospital on Wednesday, and I wouldn't be allowed out again if I cut.