More cutting. Nothing major.
Back to the hospital tomorrow. I have to see the psychologist. Not looking forward to it at all. Since she links in with my psychiatrist, I have to continue with the lie I told my psychiatrist, and I can't tell her about the cutting. Not to mention I have 2 weeks of diary keeping to catch up on. I'm meant to document things that make me want to hurt myself, what I think, and how I feel about them. Sounds easy, but it's actually not. Half the time I have no idea why I'm triggered.
One of my cats has taken to sticking her head under the tap when I turn it on, so I decided I would try and put both my cats in the sink. I even took videos. You can look at them if you want. You can't see me in them, just my cats.
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v382/sciencegirl99/?action=view¤t=SAM_0171.mp4 - Merg in the sink
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v382/sciencegirl99/?action=view¤t=SAM_0179.mp4 - Getting Merg to forgive me
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v382/sciencegirl99/?action=view¤t=SAM_0186.mp4 - Kitten in the sink