by chibixal on Wed Jul 06, 2011 7:19 pm
Dear friends and family,
I'm sorry I left everyone. I was shot. I didn't even realize it until the blood spilled on my hands. I dropped to the ground and tried to crawl to my sister. Dear sweet sunshine, I'm sorry you had to watch me die. I had to save you. So don't be sad, where ever you are. I'm sorry I'm not there to protect you anymore. I wish I could say I am up in heaven right now watching over you, but for whatever reason, heaven didnt want me. So I was left floating above my body. Watching my sunshine cry as I bled to death on the floor of our livingroom. I walked around trying to "wake" my self. I stayed until the paramedics came. They tried to save me, but my heart had stopped before they arrived. The next thing that happen is fussy. I think I fell asleep. Everything became dark then I started to feel pain. I found my eyes opening to see a little girl hiding from kids on the playground. They were going to hurt her. I ran to stop them suddenly I was controlling the little girl from over 20 feet away. I helped her run fast until she was home. Then I realized I wasn't floating above the situation now I was viewing it threw the little girls eyes. I could feel her wanting someone to protect her. I was so confused. I decided to figure out how I came to be along side this little girl's mind so I sat down next to her a listened to her cry. I didn't move on. Now all I have is this new life. Where I am just a part of a bigger puzzle. But I will protect this girl she will have to be my new sunshine. Since I was torn away from my real sunshine. I would give anything to have my life back again. Maybe some day I will pass on. But until then I sit in my new reality, waiting. How many lives do I have to live before I can rest?
Forever lost,
Jason "Jay Diddy"
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