This is the 12th time in a period of 40 days that I come here to push buttons in a specific manner, to be submitted to a database in some location, and have the combination put on display.
My thoughts still go out to K. That particular person I wrote about my attachment to in my 4th entry. For anonymity purposes, I'll just refer to her as K. I don't know if I can call these feelings 'unhealthy' or not; I think I may have already said that before, I don't know. But I still think about her all the time, every day. She's always had that kind, respectable character that makes me think there's nothing I could dislike about her. I mean it's not that anyone is "perfect," but I'm not really concerned about her flaws. I, for one, have more flaws than you can imagine. I hope K is doing well. She always appeared to be in such good spirits, but I can't help but worry that she has thoughts of being something like "mediocre," or "average." She has that modesty about her, and it's a quality I really do appreciate, but I wish I could tell her that she's much more special than "average." Younger females have a high susceptibility to having a low self-esteem. Not that K is in a state of depression by any means, but that self-image is a possibility that bothers me.