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Really, it's even more of the same.

Permanent Linkby caughtinafray on Fri Dec 23, 2016 9:48 pm

There's nothing interesting about this, nothing at all. There's no reason for it to matter to anyone. You don't want to read this, honestly.

I keep returning even though it does me no good. 26 posts down, this'll be #27 and I am entirely unchanged from where I was when I began. Which is basically where I've been for years. But I come back anyway. I don't express any of this to anyone off the internet, not a lick of it, nothing. I don't even bother trying to come up with some explanation for why this barrier exists, the one that blocks all of this ridiculous, pointless suffering inside, keeps it trapped so that nobody knows.

I can't stand it. I just have to say it one way or another, I have to. It's a must. But at this point it feels so idiotic to go on about it. How many ways can I rephrase the same implications?

Whatever. I derive a sense of accomplishment from not eating when I'm hungry. I've been so overtaken by my own ###$ up mind's #######4 for so long, I take to resisting any part of it I can. The swear filter is stupid, I mean come on, this is a place for us to explain what's really on our mind at any time, why should these words be censored? The only reason we call them "bad words" is because society has decided it to be the norm. But, none of the current staff made the rule, and it's their duty to enforce it.

One boring, lifeless, dull, completely valueless day after another, why have I not put an end to this stupid $#%^ already? If something was gonna change, why has it still not happened? You could blame me for doing nothing to achieve it, but I just can't ######6 take all this $#%^ stacked on top of me. There's one thing people say all the time that I refuse to give any amount of agreeing to, and that is "You're not alone." Oh, shut the hell up. It doesn't matter who else out there is going through something similar, the fact of the matter is that nobody is the same.

I was gonna go on further but it's not gonna make a difference. One last thing, though.

###$ MY FAMILY! ###$ THEIR PRESENCE! BEING AROUND YOU IS STRESSING ME THE ###$ OUT! I HAVEN'T HAD A MOMENT'S TIME TO MYSELF IN OVER A ######6 WEEK! I DON'T GIVE A $#%^ ABOUT YOU!

DX: Asperger Syndrome, ADHD, Bipolar type 2
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