Reflection. I've made quite a few forum posts expressing how something about me or my life is comparable to others, and some others have said similar things to me........but it just isn't changing it. The loneliness, it doesn't change. Not in the sense of being lonesome, that never affects me, I'm talking about being isolated in my situation. Always, always being exposed to the words of those with opportunities I've either been too damn apprehensive of to take, or just do not, in all matter of realism, have. It drives me right back into the same hole.
Oh well, there's plenty of time left to sit around, introspect about how horrible this is, and wonder, "when is this all gonna end?" And wonder why it hasn't, as well.