Today, I woke up after maybe 6 hours of sleep at the most, and I'm wired right now. I was actually dead tired at first, but I laid back down in bed for a little longer, and the energy just came right back. I have a hunch that I've got Delayed Sleep Phase Syndrome. Without sedatives (Been taking Melatonin frequently), I can never fall asleep until at least 2:00 AM, even if I go to bed 5 hours sooner. But then I typically get up at about 8 to 9 and have plenty of energy. Though, I always seem to wake feeling drained.
Normally I can hardly focus on anything, but right now, I can focus on one particular thing: My thoughts. They're all over the place, but there's a certain person who I've been thinking of a lot, on a daily basis. I am still wrapped up in an infatuation with someone who doesn't requite my feelings. I may take that into deeper detail on the forums in the near future, but I'm not sure. People would probably tell me I need to just let go, but I have reasons to think that might make matters worse.