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Permanent Linkby WickedRob on Mon May 01, 2017 1:43 am

I should've forgotten about you by now but you still occupy space in my mind everyday.
You weren't perfect and neither was I.
You have a better life with me gone and that just makes me wish I hurt you more. I hate that there wasn't a conclusion in the relationship and that you just disappeared. Then when I message you, you have a panic attack and cry to everyone online.
###$ you, if you wanted zero contact from me WHY DIDN'T YOU ######6 TELL ME!?
but nothing I say matters right? You're the victim. You can say anything and everyone will come to your aid without questioning the validity of your claims.
It's so weird how I innocently miss you and still care about you then there's the other side that wants to crush your skull with my barehands. As long as I have these conflicting feelings we can never contact each other again. You know how you liked giving me surprises? I swear. I ######6 swear I thought you would pop up on my birthday or Christmas...
When you are as low in life as I am you put hope in the dumbest things. I stay stuck in the past before there's no future to go to. One day one of my suicide attempts will succeed and this will be over. And the good days we had will still be the highlights of my life. I bet your highlights will be the ones had after it ended. Ha Good for you. I'm bitter. Thinking about how happy you are now makes me even more bitter. Sigh Im done typing.

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