GAHH I HATE THESE IDIOTS HERE.
What are they? ANTISOCIALS. They are just pathetic excuses for human beings diagnosed? with of all things, antisocial personality disorder and they think they can tell ME how I should feel and behave? Jump in front of a bridge, suckers! I wouldn't care about your opinion if you were the last human being on earth....sheep, they like to say the exact same as others already have said to prove their superiority afterwards (after all, if you say something that has been said 157778447 times before you can also use as an argument "everyone says the saaammmeee...Myyyy briillliiiaaanntttt opinion isss thheeee trrruuuttthhhh...) Stupid stupid brainless piece of $#%^, do not write to me ever again, I ######6 HATE you
Anyway...
They say I do not have NPD but if there is SOMETHING I'm sure about, i't's that I have NPD. It is not nice, it is not a pretty truth, in fact it is horrible, but for some reason I KNOW I have it.
and not the overt NPD, but covert...The person that seems nice at first glance. Well, nice....She seems humble, insecure, modest... Good at listening. But there is something "off" about her seemingly nice character that everyone notices right away. Beware if you are a friend and you are better off than her. She needs to be the prettiest, and will act out with tantrums if she feels she is ignored. She feels like nobody sees how interesting she is. At the same time she thinks that if people know her real, egoistic, boring self they will hate her. She is indifferent to people leaving her, unless they used to provide praise and special attention and make her feel like she actually is the illusion she has about herself.
Sometimes the emptiness gets too much because she is afraid she will not able to love anybody besides herself. then she turns to self harm, but controlled and specially planned to show the world how miserable her first world life really is, when nobody notices her suffering she just hates them.
In short, she is egoistic in square, made even worse because it is covered in modesty. End of story.
if I was a guy and I had the privilege to meet myself I would probably mail her the text of this Justin Bieber (yes, the kill it with fire Justin Bieber has a good song in my opinion) song:
If I was your boyfriend, never let you go
Keep you on my arm girl, you’d never be alone
I can be a gentleman, anything you want
If I was your boyfriend, I’d never let you go, I’d never let you go
So give me a chance, 'cause you’re all I need, girl
Spend a week with your boy, I’ll be calling you my girlfriend
If I was your man (if I was your man) I’d never leave you girl
I just want to love you, and treat you right
Creepy right, that I sort out songs that I want somebody to sing for me? Well, nobody ever said something like this song to me before so !@#@ them, at least I love myself, I will never leave myself and I know my own shortcomings and don't mind them and at least I APPRECIATE MY GOOD PERSONALITY TRAITS something that other people seem to find a little difficult
the GUYS at least. !@#@ it guys !@#@ it I do not need you! Even if the sex with you is good, you will never love me the way I love myself so whatever I do not care what your personality is, how you look like etc.. I am just.not.interested.