I have this feeling now that I have had now and again for years. It's a restless, sucking, empty feeling in my chest. I want to do something, everything. I want to draw, read, write, watch 10 different types of movies, sleep, take a walk. All at once. But if I actually start any of these things it is not satisfying. It just makes me more restless and I stop. It feels like I'm looking for this one specific thing, but I just don't know where to find it or even what it is.

And I'm usually so good at doing nothing...

I have gradually lost patience with most of my hobbies over the last five years, so quitting in the middle due to lack of interest is very common for me these days. I'm just not usually so... hungry for something to do.

It's not too bad. Just annoying.

i'v had that feeling too before and ive gone with it. its lead me in so many directions. i'm working on a game, new plant breed, and getting good grades for a chance at college without all the debt... i hope it can drive you to do something meaningful.