I think my apathy may have put me in real trouble for once. Money trouble. Bleh.
It's not a real problem, I have some money I can use for this, but I don't want to - I saved it for something else. And if that is not enough I know that my parents would help out. But that is the last thing I want to do. Every time I get something from them for free it feels like a rope tightening around my neck. Let that noose get tight enough and I will never be able to get away.
It seems I have misplaced my feelings of worry and anxiety. At least that is one good thing with this emotional no-parking zone.